Back The Manor
Chapters (183)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  5. Epigraph
  6. 1980s
  7. PROLOGUE
  8. 1950s
  9. 1
  10. 2
  11. 1960s
  12. 3
  13. 4
  14. 5
  15. 6
  16. 7
  17. 8
  18. 9
  19. 10
  20. 11
  21. 12
  22. 13
  23. 14
  24. 15
  25. 16
  26. 17
  27. 18
  28. 19
  29. 20
  30. 21
  31. 22
  32. 23
  33. 24
  34. 25
  35. 26
  36. 27
  37. 28
  38. 29
  39. 30
  40. 31
  41. 32
  42. 33
  43. 34
  44. 35
  45. 36
  46. 37
  47. 38
  48. 39
  49. 1970s
  50. 40
  51. 41
  52. 42
  53. 43
  54. 44
  55. 45
  56. 46
  57. 47
  58. 48
  59. 49
  60. 50
  61. 51
  62. 52
  63. 53
  64. 54
  65. 55
  66. 56
  67. 57
  68. 58
  69. 59
  70. 60
  71. 61
  72. 62
  73. 1980s
  74. 63
  75. 64
  76. 65
  77. 66
  78. 67
  79. 68
  80. 69
  81. 70
  82. 71
  83. 72
  84. 73
  85. 74
  86. 75
  87. 76
  88. 77
  89. 78
  90. 79
  91. 80
  92. 81
  93. 82
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  95. 84
  96. 85
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  100. 89
  101. 90
  102. 91
  103. 92
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  105. 94
  106. 95
  107. 96
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  110. 99
  111. 100
  112. 101
  113. 102
  114. 103
  115. 104
  116. 105
  117. 106
  118. 107
  119. 108
  120. 109
  121. 110
  122. 111
  123. 112
  124. 113
  125. 114
  126. 115
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  128. 117
  129. 118
  130. 119
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  134. 123
  135. 124
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  139. 128
  140. 129
  141. 130
  142. 131
  143. 132
  144. 133
  145. 134
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  148. 137
  149. 138
  150. 139
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  152. 141
  153. 142
  154. 143
  155. 144
  156. 145
  157. 146
  158. 147
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  161. 150
  162. 151
  163. 152
  164. 153
  165. 154
  166. 155
  167. 156
  168. 157
  169. 158
  170. 159
  171. 160
  172. 161
  173. 162
  174. EPILOGUE
  175. NAMELESS
  176. LAWLESS
  177. RUTHLESS
  178. STAY DEAD
  179. DANGEROUS
  180. FEARLESS
  181. THE EDGE
  182. THE KNOCK
  183. By Jessie Keane

One by one they headed for the door. Meek as lambs, she thought. She’d seen her dad’s people react exactly the same to an order from Charlie. Nipper didn’t even glance at her as he left.

‘I miss Beezer,’ she said when the door closed behind the last of them. She’d always liked ‘Uncle’ Beezer. He’d been around all her life, a fixture. And he always made her laugh, however bleak her mood.

Harlan smiled. ‘That stupid old fart? Old school, wasn’t he. Old ideas, old ways. I don’t think he liked me much.’

Milly didn’t know what to say to that. Beezer had always been viewed with tolerant affection by the family. But not by Harlan. Again she thought of what she’d found in Harlan’s room, and she thought of Beezer, and what he’d seen on the morning of baby Jake’s death.

‘Maybe he had reason not to like you,’ she said.

‘Meaning what?’ Harlan’s pale grey eyes were sharp as lasers on her face.

Milly shrugged.

‘I said, meaning what?’

‘You remember the party on the day of baby Jake’s christening? Beezer saw you coming out of the nursery in the small hours the next morning. The morning Jake was found dead.’

Harlan’s eyes narrowed. ‘Beezer did?’

‘Yeah, he did. And you never liked the baby, did you. I can remember you watching Mum and Dad with Jake, I can remember how you used to look at him.’

‘And how was that?’

‘Like you hated him.’

‘Christ, it must be a family thing,’ said Harlan. His mouth was smiling but his eyes were very cold.

‘What?’ Milly was bewildered.

Harlan lifted a hand and twirled his fingers against his temple. ‘The insanity. Like mother, like daughter, yeah?’

‘I’m not mad, Harlan. Not in the least. And if Mum ever was, it’s thanks to you.’

‘What?’

‘I found things in your room. Remember that day you were spying on Nipper and me in the pool house? I went indoors and into your room and I found . . .’

Her voice tailed away. Harlan had jumped to his feet and was across the carpet and grabbing her by the arm and hauling her up, so quickly that she didn’t have time to react. She found herself staring into those icy grey eyes from inches away and she thought, Oh Christ he’s going to kill me.

‘Tell me what you found,’ he said, shaking her. His grip on her arm was intensely painful.

‘Just . . . ow! . . . I found the tape recorder. And the tape. The baby crying. You played it to frighten Mum, didn’t you. To make her think she was going mad.’

He was silent for a moment, staring into her eyes. Then he said: ‘I don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about.’

‘Yes you do.’ Her voice shook.

‘No I don’t. You’re crazy, just like she is.’