The Lost Language
Chapters (213)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Things I’ve Lost: A Partial List
- Two Girls Named Elizabeth
- What My Mom Thinks of the Name Bumble
- Movers and Shakers
- Like This One Time
- Lizard Can Stand Up to Anybody
- Things I’m Afraid Of
- Things Lizard Is Afraid Of
- Lizard (and Me) at School
- The Next Year
- P.S. About Fourth Grade
- The Year after That
- Sixth Grade
- Other Friends
- My Mother
- What Other People’s Parents Do
- How My Father Met My Mother
- Givers and Takers
- I’m Going to Say a Terrible Thing
- But I Still Love When My Mom Comes Home Again
- Lizard’s Superpower
- The One Time I Know Something First
- Why I Love Lizard Anyway
- Lizard’s Hobby Is Saving Things
- Lizard’s Plan
- My Doubts
- The Biggest Problem of All
- What I Don’t Tell Lizard
- Lizard Clearly Isn’t Going to Let This Drop
- Maybe Lizard Does Know the Part I Didn’t Say about How My Mother Feels about Her
- I’m Still Not Convinced
- My Brilliant Idea
- What I Admit to Myself (but Not to Lizard)
- The World Is Very Big
- Have I Mentioned I Hate Picking Things?
- How Do We Pick?
- Lizard Picks for Us (of Course)
- A Dot on a Dot
- Two Hundred Plus Two
- How to Say Hello on Our Dot
- Lizard’s Mother
- Lizard’s Father
- Our Clubhouse
- What Lizard and I Figure Out
- We Become the First Students in the History of Southern Peaks Middle School to Speak Guernésiais in the Cafeteria at Lunchtime
- Two Hundred Plus Five
- Two Strange Things
- Beef Bourguignon for Two
- Afterward
- Guernésiais versus Spanish
- Alice in Lunch Table Land
- But Sometimes I’m Not
- What I Start Wondering Now
- Amazing
- Signing Up
- How to Make My Mother Very, Very Happy
- But the Smile Doesn’t Last
- Auditioning for a Play Is Much Scarier Than Shots, Dogs That Bite, or Worms on a Rainy Day
- What If?
- Imaginary Grandparents
- Audition Results
- Extra Flowers
- Telling My Mother
- Telling My Father
- My First Fight with Lizard
- The Alice Flowers
- More about Mean Flowers
- The Language of Flowers
- Nothing to Worry About
- I Turn Out to Be a Genius
- What It Takes to Make a Club
- Guess Who Walks into Lizard’s Living Room?
- The Most Stuck-Up Flower of All
- At Our Second Rehearsal
- Things I’m Noticing Now about Zoey
- A Club Is Born
- Posters!
- Saving the Surprise
- Saturday Night Bombshell
- Dad’s Trip
- But
- Questions
- “Now, James”
- So I Tell Him
- On the Way to the Airport on Sunday Morning
- The First Night without Dad
- Snacks for the Club
- More Things I Learn about Zoey
- The Queen of Hearts
- Morning Announcements
- What We Have at the First Meeting of the Save Guernésiais Club
- What Ms. Fletcher Says
- Taking Down Fifty Posters
- The Queen of Pies
- Reasons Why I Now Wish I Hadn’t Said I’d Bake a Pie with Zoey
- Sharing the News with My Mother
- How to Break the News to Lizard
- Baking a Pie with Zoey
- After We Eat Super-Duper, Mega-Delicious Slices of Apple Pie Warm from the Oven
- When I Get Home
- When My Dad Calls That Night
- Saturday Morning
- While We Practice Our Guernésiais
- When I Get Home
- In the Kitchen
- But Then That Evening
- One Huge Thing My Mother and Lizard Have in Common
- The Biggest Cryer in Our Family
- Unlike My Dad
- Sunday Morning without My Dad Is Awful, Too
- Then I Surprise Myself
- Chocolate Cream Pie This Time
- More about the Chocolate Cream Pie
- As Soon as Lunch Is Over
- My Mom and Her Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day
- Just Then
- When Lizard Comes In
- Instead of Apologizing to Me
- Lizard’s Words Come Pouring Out
- As Lizard Is Talking
- “Is this some kind of joke?”
- “Are you two kidding me?”
- “A language is a living, breathing thing!”
- The Whole Time My Mom Is Talking
- Between Choking Sobs
- I Can Tell My Mother Feels Terrible Now
- But Everything She Is Saying Is Just Making It Even Worse
- Lizard Storms Out the Door
- What I Can’t Help Believing
- When I Catch Up with Lizard
- Needless to Say
- When I Wake Up the Next Day
- The Best Surprise Ever
- My Dad Can Fix Anything
- Everything Is So Wonderful Now
- At My Locker the Next Morning
- The Other Way I Know That All the Bad Stuff Really Did Happen
- A Perfect Evening
- At the Lunch Table on Thursday
- Now It’s Zoey’s Turn to Avoid My Eyes
- I Stare at Zoey
- What Zoey Says
- Mr. Delgado Claps His Hands
- Instead of Going Up on Stage
- We Are Sitting on the Couch in the Family Room
- Here’s What I Find Out
- The Person My Dad Didn’t Tell
- The First Three People I Hate Right Now
- The Person I Hate Most of All
- What I Want to Ask My Dad
- But I Have to Ask Him Anyway
- Then I Have to Ask My Dad, Even Though I’m Afraid to Hear the Answer
- What Dad Tells Me
- The Worst Part
- My Biggest Question
- I’m Still Stunned
- Before I Go to Bed That Night
- The Person Who Is Always the First One Who Knows Everything
- What I Can See When I Close My Eyes
- Things That Don’t Surprise Me
- What Does Surprise Me
- For Some Reason I Have to Ask the Next Question
- Then I See Her
- Mom’s Coming Home on Monday
- No Welcome Signs This Time
- Confession
- The One Thing That All of Me Knows
- Two More Reasons Why I Wouldn’t Be Better Off without My Mom
- Since Zoey Told Me That Terrible Thing
- Flowers and Pie Instead
- I Text Zoey to Ask Her
- What Color Roses?
- The Scariest Thing You’ll Ever Have to Do
- I Make Myself Open the Door
- Now All the Words I’ve Been Keeping Inside Come Rushing Out
- No More Barricade
- We Talk, and Talk, and Talk
- My Voice Comes Out Very Small When I Ask This
- “No!”
- There Is Something Else I Need to Know
- This Time My Voice Starts Out Small, but Then It Gets Bigger
- What I Don’t Go On to Say
- My Mother and Lizard
- I’m Done Talking for Now
- My Father’s Turn to Talk
- This Is Why I Love My Father More Than Anything
- My Mother Takes My Other Hand
- Now We Are Really Done Talking for Today
- I Stay Home from School on Tuesday
- There Is a New Topic of Conversation at the Lunch Table on Wednesday
- Veronica Talks about Trevor for Ten Whole Minutes
- What Veronica Says Next
- I Steal a Glance at Lizard across the Room
- What If I Marched Up to Lizard at Her Locker after School Today?
- But I Don’t March Up to Lizard at Her Locker
- Instead
- Things I Gather Up When I Get There
- Lizard Is the One Who Should Be a Spy, Not Her Dad
- Sometimes
- But Sometimes
- When We Finally Pull Apart
- I Take a Deep Breath
- Crying
- The Next Day at Lunch
- A Month Later
- Veronica’s Big Moment
- My Big Moment
- At the End of Our Song
- In the Lobby Afterward
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
Cover
Dedication
To Lisa Rowe Fraustino, Susan Campbell Bartoletti, and Molly Fisk,
who helped me rediscover
the language of poetry
Things I’ve Lost: A Partial List
Pooh Bear.
I took him on vacation
and he got left behind in the hotel bed,
but my dad called and two days later
a lumpy package arrived in the mail,
and the lump was Pooh.
My jacket on the bus
for the class trip to the planetarium.
Well, I almost lost it,
but Lizard noticed in the nick of time
and raced back to our seat
and grabbed it for me.
My special lucky button,
when I had a hole in my pants pocket.
Lizard found that for me, too.
My glasses, in Buddha Delight,
when my mother had already said
she couldn’t handle One More Thing,
and I knew that losing my glasses
would have counted as One More Thing,
but I told my dad, and he took care of it
and my mother never had to know,
so whew for that.
Pencils.
More pencils.
You may have noticed that I got
everything back again,
except the pencils,
but everyone loses pencils,
and anyway the world is full of pencils.
You also may have noticed that it’s always
other people who get the lost things back for me.
So what would happen if you lost those people?
Who would help you get them back again?
Two Girls Named Elizabeth
Lizard’s name isn’t really Lizard.
(You probably already knew that.)
But here’s the strange thing. My best friend
and I both have the same name: Elizabeth.
Only she was Liz, and I was Betsy.
(Here’s another strange thing:
How can Betsy be a nickname for Elizabeth?)
But when we started being best friends
in third grade, she said Betsy
was a dumb name and I should be Liz, too.
So for one week, we were both Liz,
which made us the best best friends ever.
Except that it was confusing.
So she said she’d change her name to Lizard,
and I’d be the only Liz, but I said,
in a very small voice, that I’d rather be
the only Betsy, and she gave a big sigh,
and said she’d call me B (for Betsy),
and then it became Bumblebee,
and then it was just Bumble.
Now we’re in sixth grade, and she’s Lizard
to everyone in the world,
even to her parents and her sisters,
even to teachers who sometimes forget that Lizard
isn’t a name teachers should be calling anyone.
And I’m Bumble to her,
but not to anyone else.
So when we’re together,
just the two of us,
we become two girls
named Lizard and Bumble.
What My Mom Thinks of the Name Bumble
She hates it.
The first time she heard
Lizard say, “Bye, Bumble!”
my mom said, “Bumble?”
And Lizard said, “That’s her nickname.”