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Chapters (82)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for The House of Whispers
  3. Title Page
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. Six
  12. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  19. Twelve
  20. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  21. Thirteen
  22. Fourteen
  23. Fifteen
  24. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  25. Sixteen
  26. Seventeen
  27. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  28. Eighteen
  29. Nineteen
  30. Twenty
  31. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  32. Twenty-One
  33. Twenty-Two
  34. Twenty-Three
  35. Twenty-Four
  36. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  37. Twenty-Five
  38. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  39. Twenty-Six
  40. Twenty-Seven
  41. Twenty-Eight
  42. Twenty-Nine
  43. Thirty
  44. Thirty-One
  45. Thirty-Two
  46. Thirty-Three
  47. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  48. Thirty-Four
  49. Thirty-Five
  50. Thirty-Six
  51. Thirty-Seven
  52. Thirty-Eight
  53. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  54. Thirty-Nine
  55. Forty
  56. Forty-One
  57. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  58. Forty-Two
  59. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  60. Forty-Three
  61. Forty-Four
  62. Forty-Five
  63. Forty-Six
  64. Forty-Seven
  65. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  66. Forty-Eight
  67. Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
  68. Forty-Nine
  69. Fifty
  70. Fifty-One
  71. Fifty-Two
  72. Fifty-Three
  73. Fifty-Four
  74. Fifty-Five
  75. Fifty-Six
  76. Fifty-Seven
  77. Fifty-Eight
  78. Fifty-Nine
  79. Sixty
  80. Priory Hospital North London: 20 December 2019
  81. Acknowledgements
  82. About the Publisher

But looking at the room now, I had another idea. I dashed up to the attic and knelt in front of the old boxes the previous owners had left. Rohan had said they contained toys. Maybe there was something I could put on the bed for Grace. She’d always liked stuffed toys, her bed at uni always adorned with a teddy or two. I blew at the dust and started pulling things out of the box. Random toys: a skipping rope, a bag of cars, some Lego, and then, at the bottom, a small, wooden cot painted lavender and white and, lying inside it under a stiff, flowery duvet, a faded brown teddy bear with threadbare patches on its chest and paws. I pulled it out and gave it a sniff. A bit musty but nothing an airing wouldn’t solve.

‘Would you like to come downstairs?’ I asked the bear, waggling him as I talked, causing the bells in his ears to jangle.

‘Thought you’d never ask,’ I said in a gruff, bear voice.

I shoved the toys back in the box and, downstairs, I placed Bear on the pillow of the bed and stepped back. Nice. Homely. Welcoming.

I sat down on the bed and looked at the room from Grace’s perspective. It wasn’t big, but it was fresh, clean and cosy, and it was free. When I thought back to our student digs, I was sure this would be fine. We’d been happy in those days, hadn’t we? To begin with, at least.

Nineteen

It was largely thanks to Grace that I ended up with a boyfriend. I was never man-mad; never one of those students who used her time at university to work her way through the male cohort. Neither was I like Grace, hellbent on finding my one-and-only. While I was studying, the other students didn’t interest me with their silly psychodramas, amateur drinking and snapchat, so I went about my business quietly getting on with my work, staying resolutely single throughout my degree and it was only after I graduated that Tom appeared in my life. He was older than me; an artist who taught at a nearby school; a free spirit with longish, curly dark hair, and a goatee and moustache – which was a look I never thought I’d go for – and an appealing gravitas that came from having experienced, I got the impression, the underbelly of life.