Chapters (82)
- Cover
- Praise for The House of Whispers
- Title Page
- Note to Readers
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
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- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
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- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
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- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
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- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
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- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
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- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
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- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Twenty-Five
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
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- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
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- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
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- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Forty-Two
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
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- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
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- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
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- Priory Hospital North London: 20 December 2019
- Acknowledgements
- About the Publisher
But looking at the room now, I had another idea. I dashed up to the attic and knelt in front of the old boxes the previous owners had left. Rohan had said they contained toys. Maybe there was something I could put on the bed for Grace. She’d always liked stuffed toys, her bed at uni always adorned with a teddy or two. I blew at the dust and started pulling things out of the box. Random toys: a skipping rope, a bag of cars, some Lego, and then, at the bottom, a small, wooden cot painted lavender and white and, lying inside it under a stiff, flowery duvet, a faded brown teddy bear with threadbare patches on its chest and paws. I pulled it out and gave it a sniff. A bit musty but nothing an airing wouldn’t solve.
‘Would you like to come downstairs?’ I asked the bear, waggling him as I talked, causing the bells in his ears to jangle.
‘Thought you’d never ask,’ I said in a gruff, bear voice.
I shoved the toys back in the box and, downstairs, I placed Bear on the pillow of the bed and stepped back. Nice. Homely. Welcoming.
I sat down on the bed and looked at the room from Grace’s perspective. It wasn’t big, but it was fresh, clean and cosy, and it was free. When I thought back to our student digs, I was sure this would be fine. We’d been happy in those days, hadn’t we? To begin with, at least.
Nineteen
It was largely thanks to Grace that I ended up with a boyfriend. I was never man-mad; never one of those students who used her time at university to work her way through the male cohort. Neither was I like Grace, hellbent on finding my one-and-only. While I was studying, the other students didn’t interest me with their silly psychodramas, amateur drinking and snapchat, so I went about my business quietly getting on with my work, staying resolutely single throughout my degree and it was only after I graduated that Tom appeared in my life. He was older than me; an artist who taught at a nearby school; a free spirit with longish, curly dark hair, and a goatee and moustache – which was a look I never thought I’d go for – and an appealing gravitas that came from having experienced, I got the impression, the underbelly of life.