Chapters (82)
- Cover
- Praise for The House of Whispers
- Title Page
- Note to Readers
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Twelve
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Twenty-Five
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Forty-Two
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Forty-Eight
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Forty-Nine
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- Fifty-One
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- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Priory Hospital North London: 20 December 2019
- Acknowledgements
- About the Publisher
Then suddenly the air was rent with sirens. A paramedic motorbike roared up, followed by two police cars. The air pulsated with sound. The buildings, the people, the wet road, everything lit with the flash of blue lights. In slow motion, I watched Grace stand up and I saw her mouth move as she spoke to the paramedic, her hand pulling at her hair. A policeman jumped out of one of the cars and herded people away from the bus with his arms spread wide while another marked off the scene with tape, and then it came: the panic spiralled up inside me, pressing down on my heart.
I clutched at my throat and gasped in a breath but the panic was a wave I was unable to suppress. It crushed my chest, and my mouth opened wide as I struggled to suck in air. An ambulance cleaved its way through the stopped traffic and, from the corner of my vision, I saw Grace walk slowly back towards me, her face white and her features tight. She shook her head as she saw me, then the world started to close in: darkness crept in from every angle, and I swayed. The blue lights flicked on and off, on and off. I tugged at Grace’s arm, unable to speak, unable to tell her.
‘Very sad,’ she said, and that was the last thing I heard as the world span around me and I sank to my knees.
‘Grace,’ I gasped. ‘Grace!’
Thirty-Two
When I woke on Sunday morning, my head was still echoing with the trauma of the accident, my grief for the dead woman I’d never known a palpable thing. How old was she? What did she do? Did she have a boyfriend, a husband, children? My thoughts went down the rabbit hole of her life as I pictured where she might have been going, what she was doing; how she came to be at that junction at that time; how she felt when the bus surged way too close to her; the jolt of terror when it brushed her, pushed her, knocked her down and dragged her under. I lay in bed and felt not just for her, but for her family and her friends; and for the shock of her co-workers arriving at work tomorrow to find out that their colleague was dead.