Chapters (82)
- Cover
- Praise for The House of Whispers
- Title Page
- Note to Readers
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Twelve
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Twenty-Five
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Forty-Two
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Forty-Eight
- Transcript of interview with Mr Rohan Allerton, husband of Abigail Allerton: 20 December 2019
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Priory Hospital North London: 20 December 2019
- Acknowledgements
- About the Publisher
‘But Abs…’ Rohan said. He bent down over Alfie’s dish. ‘Have you even fed him today?’
‘I haven’t been down. I was painting all night.’
Rohan picked up the food bowl and examined the crispy, blackened remnants of a meal we could both see was eaten long ago. ‘When did you last give him wet food?’
I shook my head, a stab of shame piercing my heart. ‘Yesterday?’
‘Because this looks really old.’
‘He’s got dry food,’ I said. ‘And water.’ And that was true. But something cold clasped at my heart: I hadn’t seen Alfie for a while. Where was he? When had I last seen him? I tried to search my fuddled brain but it was like trying to make sense of candyfloss. Again, I was sweating, shaking slightly. Painting always took it out of me, but never as much as this series was doing. I was a dishrag. When the coffee was done, I poured us each a cup, feeling Rohan’s eyes on me as I slipped a snatch of whisky into mine.
‘What?’ I said.
‘Nothing.’
I pulled out a chair and sat at the table while Rohan adopted his customary position leaning back against the counter, his body open to the room.
‘So – how’s it going with Grace? Is it nice to have her staying?’ he said.
‘Yeah. She’s working, so she’s out every day, but, yeah.’
‘What’s her job?’
I explained about the GP work and the volunteering. ‘As long as I’ve known her, it was always her plan to save lives; to help people,’ I said.
‘That’s amazing,’ Rohan said. ‘But I’m glad it’s just us now. I missed you.’
‘Me too,’ I said.
Rohan’s eyes slid to the whisky bottle and then back to me. ‘So the painting’s going well?’
‘Yes. I’m sorry the house is a bit of a tip. It’s just… I’ve been really focused, and I have a lot on with Grace here. Double the work.’
‘Doesn’t she help out?’
‘She does what she can. But, you know, she’s out saving lives and I’m home so, yeah, the housework tends to fall on me… I don’t mind. It’s nice to have the company.’
I saw Rohan bristle. ‘Sure. But, I mean, you could ask her to help? I’m sure she could – I don’t know – empty the bins or feed Alfie,’ he looked hard at me and I squirmed, ‘if you asked her to?’
‘I don’t mind,’ I said. ‘I’m sorry about Alfie. It won’t happen again.’
‘So, can I see the paintings?’ Rohan looked so eager it made me shy.
‘Later?’