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Chapters (53)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Acknowledgements
  5. Characters
  6. Foreword
  7. Book 1 Light
  8. Lesson 1 Fire and Ice
  9. Lesson 2 Aesir and Vanir
  10. Lesson 3 Blood and Water
  11. Lesson 4 Hello and Welcome
  12. Lesson 5 Bricks and Mortar
  13. Lesson 6 Pony and Trap
  14. Lesson 7 Hair and Beauty
  15. Lesson 8 Past and Present
  16. Lesson 9 Hammer and Tongs
  17. Lesson 10 Needle and Thread
  18. Book 2 Shadow
  19. Lesson 1 Gold
  20. Lesson 2 Apples
  21. Lesson 3 Feet
  22. Lesson 4 Love
  23. Lesson 5 Marriage
  24. Lesson 6 Bridesmaids
  25. Lesson 7 Celebrity
  26. Lesson 8 The Midnight Sun
  27. Lesson 9 World Beyond
  28. Lesson 10 Feathers
  29. Lesson 11 Ransom
  30. Book 3 Sunset
  31. Lesson 1 Death
  32. Lesson 2 Deception
  33. Lesson 3 Cake
  34. Lesson 4 Destiny
  35. Lesson 5 Names
  36. Lesson 6 Tears
  37. Lesson 7 Names, II
  38. Lesson 8 Judgement
  39. Lesson 9 Venom
  40. Lesson 10 Punishment
  41. Lesson 11 Escape
  42. Lesson 12 Dream
  43. Book 4 Twilight
  44. Lesson 1 Heidi
  45. Lesson 2 Angie
  46. Lesson 3 Darkness
  47. Lesson 4 Ida
  48. Lesson 5 Settling Scores
  49. Lesson 6 Settling Scores, II
  50. Epilogue
  51. The Prophecy of the Oracle
  52. About the Author
  53. Also by Joanne Harris

Hugin joined in the mayhem, pecking at the rock at its feet, flapping its wings and crawking.

‘Loki. Two (crawk!) in Asgard,’ said Munin, who clearly had trouble with sibilants.

‘Two sons. That’s right.’ I was getting impatient. ‘And if the Old Man really believes that I’m going to give myself up just because he’s holding them hostage in my place . . .’

‘Ack-acck!’ said Hugin, beginning to peck at the rock again. The pecks were slow and measured, each one roughly at a second’s interval.

Peck. Peck.

Two seconds.

Peck. Three seconds. He was measuring time.

I looked at Munin wildly. ‘What’s he doing? What is this?’ I said.

Munin said: ‘Ack-ax-ty. Ax-ty ack-en.’

‘Sixty? Sixty seconds?’ I said. ‘Sixty seconds until what?’

But I’d already understood. The birds might have problems with language, but I knew Odin only too well. Never forget that the Old Man was as ruthless as I was myself. He wanted to hit me where it hurt. And he knew me very well.

Hugin was still counting down. Twenty seconds. Twenty-five.

‘Wait,’ I said, feeling suddenly cold.

‘Come back,’ said Munin.

Thirty seconds. Peck. Peck. Each one felt like a hammer blow. I knew the Old Man was watching me through the eyes of those damned birds, trying to second-guess my thoughts, trying to outmanoeuvre me.

‘I’m not going to fall for this,’ I said. ‘Vali and Narvi mean nothing to me.’

Peck. Forty seconds. Peck.

‘You know you’ve got nothing to bargain with,’ I said, forcing a brave, brash smile. ‘Those boys belong to Sigyn, not me. Killing them won’t change a thing. So go ahead, brother. Do the deed. Put them out of their misery. You’re the one with the conscience, not me. So – do you feel lucky? Play or—’

And on that syllable, both birds took wing. With a sound like feathered applause, they rose into the ice-blue sky. And at that moment, a world away . . .

Don’t ask me how I knew. I knew.

The thing was, he’d corrupted me with feelings and sensations. In my pure, Chaotic form, I wouldn’t have cared for a moment, however many of my children he killed. But here, in this Aspect, weakened; alone; tormented by fear and guilt and remorse; hunger and cold and discomfort – none of them natural to a being like myself, not born to these sensations.

And the Old Man knew, of course. He was the one who had poisoned me. And he had known how to get to me, and thought he could force me to show myself.

What did they really expect me to do? Come howling back into Asgard, so they could shoot me down in flames? Declare war? Demand recompense? That’s what a warrior would have done. That might have earned me some respect, according to their twisted honour code.