Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- NOW
- One
- BEFORE
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- NOW
- Twenty-One
- BEFORE
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- NOW
- Thirty-Nine
- BEFORE
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- NOW
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- AFTER
- Fifty-Six
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
‘Your car is in our car park,’ DI Hicks said, standing up and folding his arms across his chest. ‘We found your keys in the wheel arch. You should be more careful where you leave them. They’ll be given back to you, but I’ve asked someone to come and pick you up and take you back to Liverpool. They’re going to check you over down there.’
Mark continued to sit, brushing his hands through his hair. ‘Right, good.’
‘You can wait downstairs if you want, or up here with us.’
‘I think I’d rather wait out of sight, if that’s okay. Feel a bit embarrassed, now my head’s started coming back into focus.’
Mark waited, the shared glance between the two detectives, the quiet nod. He followed them out of the room, leaving the solicitor in there, probably still trying to work out what had happened in the past twelve or so hours. He couldn’t be bothered trying to explain anything to him.
Once he was downstairs, he knew it was just a matter of time.
The keys were in his pocket. Digging into his thigh. DS Lee stayed with him, any attempts at small talk with her being quickly dismissed.
He knew he had an hour to do something. In the end, it was twenty minutes before the opening came.
DS Lee got a phone call, excused herself and walked away a little. Mark didn’t hesitate – approached the guy on the front desk and smiled. ‘You don’t smoke, do you?’
‘Afraid to say I do,’ the guy said, overhead light shining off his bald head. He could carry small children in the bags under his eyes. ‘Been trying to quit, but I’m guessing you know how it is.’
‘Can I nick one off you?’
Less than a minute later, he was outside. Finding the car park, then his car.
As easy as that.
Fifty-Three
It didn’t take long before he realised he didn’t have a plan. Not one that was further than getting away from the police station in his own car. Rather than waiting for some no-mark to turn up from Liverpool. Judging him silently all the way back.
He didn’t want to know what could have been in store for him. Instant assessments, mental health checks.
Mark didn’t need any of that.
Didn’t want any of that. He needed to do something first. So they would realise he’d been right. So they would welcome him back.
So his life wouldn’t be over.