Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- NOW
- One
- BEFORE
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- NOW
- Twenty-One
- BEFORE
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- NOW
- Thirty-Nine
- BEFORE
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- NOW
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- AFTER
- Fifty-Six
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
His heart began to quicken as he saw her arms extended out in the correct manner. The way she’d been told.
The sequence of photographs shortened, became duller and more difficult to make out. Finally, near the end of the thumbnails that had filled his screen, there was what everyone on the forum had been waiting for, all this time. Since the last one.
His choice.
He clicked play on the video, then made it full screen.
The image was barely clear enough to make out more than a motion of movement, but he could hear her voice. A hand went to his mouth, as he choked back something he hadn’t been aware he was feeling. A sob, a cry of delight at what he had been responsible for creating. A memory.
He watched it again and again, as if each time it was the first time he was seeing it.
On screen, he could hear her breathless chants. The numbers she was reeling off. The movements she was making. In the background, he could hear nothing but the waves and the wind.
The blood.
Then, the screen went black and the video ended.
That was all there was.
She was gone.
Suddenly, his mind was filled with regret and darkness. Thoughts of the family, how they wouldn’t understand. How they would never know the truth.
He would have to watch them grieve, never knowing where she was or what had happened to her.
It was over.
Now, he could move on. Begin a new chapter.
He wasn’t sure what that would be. What he should do. What he should be.
A thought came to his mind, pushing its way to the surface above the noise.
If it’s over for her, is it over for you as well?
He didn’t know the answer.
Forty-three
Mark checked the time and suppressed a yawn. It was late, even as the adrenaline inside him increased. He was getting close, he felt, to something approaching an answer.
‘You don’t think it’s too late?’
Mark shook his head to DS Cavanagh’s question. ‘It’ll be fine. I just want to make sure you’re okay with me talking to her alone.’
‘It should be fine. She trusts you and it’s not an interview under caution. If she’s willing to talk to you now, then I say go for it. I’ll find out where she is and then probably take the boss’s advice and get some rest. See if I can work out what the hell we’re dealing with here.’
‘Thanks,’ Mark replied, pulling out the letter he’d found in the attic of Emily’s house out and reading it over again. He tried to work out how best to tackle what he needed to ask Stephanie.