Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- NOW
- One
- BEFORE
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- NOW
- Twenty-One
- BEFORE
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- NOW
- Thirty-Nine
- BEFORE
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- NOW
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- AFTER
- Fifty-Six
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
Mark was standing in the corridor outside the bathroom, trying to forget the words from his co-workers. Eventually, he put his head down and made his way back into the main office.
Hearing that had made him feel determined to prove that he belonged there. He would keep going, keep doing the job.
Show them that they were wrong about him.
And he would start by finding out what happened to Emily Burns.
Nine
The rest of the work day disappeared in a blink of a few hours. Requests for more information about Emily’s social media, trying to track down her father. It had been time to leave before Mark knew it.
Now, sitting in his car, mobile phone in hand, his finger was hovering over the call button of Natasha’s contact details. The screen dimmed, then finally turned to black, as he hesitated. The sky outside was darkening and his stomach rumbled, as he tried to decide whether to call her. Or eat first. Or grow a backbone instead.
He brought the phone back to life and swiped his passcode over the screen. Stared at the contact name a little longer, then shook his head. He was about to place it back in his pocket, wondering what he’d eat, when a knock at his window nearly gave him a heart attack.
‘Are you coming out or what?’
Natasha’s voice was muffled by the window, but her smile wasn’t. He placed a hand across his chest and then opened the car door. ‘Scared the life out of me.’
‘I was getting bored of waiting for you to decide to call me,’ Natasha replied, walking away from him and towards his house. ‘That’s what you were going to do, right?’
Mark didn’t answer as he caught up to her and opened the front door.
They didn’t exchange much further conversation once the door closed behind them.
Later, scrolling through a food delivery app trying to find something that looked appetising, Mark felt the inevitable slide from personal life back to thinking about the missing girl. Wondering if while he was smiling, satisfied, she was out there waiting for him to be interested in her again.
This was happening more often. It had once been easy to close his door and forget about the job as soon as he was at home. Lately, that had become more difficult. The more horror he witnessed – even in those short periods of time the job wasn’t mind-numbingly boring – the more difficult it became to forget. The things people did to each other… It was enough to make him wonder how the human race had made it this far.
‘I want something quick and greasy,’ Natasha said, shaking him out of his thoughts. She was already getting dressed and sitting beside where he lay. ‘I’m starving.’