Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- NOW
- One
- BEFORE
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- NOW
- Twenty-One
- BEFORE
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- NOW
- Thirty-Nine
- BEFORE
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- NOW
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- AFTER
- Fifty-Six
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
‘I guess, finding Holly Edwards like that, something just… snapped,’ Mark replied, rubbing his temples and closing his eyes for a second or two. ‘I thought she’d be alive. That was how I’d redeem myself. Prove I was right about those people being mixed up in something no one was willing to accept.’
‘The Game.’
Mark nodded slowly, already planning his first move, when they eventually released him. There were things he could do. Still time. It’s unlikely that he would be out there, watching to see if he was released. Whoever he was, he would be sitting back and waiting. Watching the news or something similar.
Keeping Natasha captive.
If she was still alive, of course.
She had to be, Mark thought. Hope is a dangerous thing, but he needed to hold on to it.
‘And how do you feel now?’ DS Lee said, her soft Lancastrian tones reaching over the table and giving him comfort.
‘Tired,’ Mark replied, telling the truth. He could feel the weight of exhaustion bearing down on him. Determination battling against it. ‘Sorry, too, if I’m honest. I’ve wasted your time. I guess I just need to sleep. Forget about all of this for a while.’
‘There’s nothing we could charge you with… other than making false statements and wasting police resources,’ DI Hicks said, closing over the folder he’d brought in with him for the last time. ‘I think we both know how well they’d hold up. I want to tell you something though: if you were on my team, I’d bounce you out so fast, you wouldn’t know your arse from your feet. If – and I don’t think you need me to tell you, it’s a pretty damn big if – they let you back in MCU, you need to get some help, mate. Cracking when you’ve found a body is the last thing you should be doing. Going off on your own is fine and dandy if you want to be a fake cop on a TV show, but this is the real world. You never do that.’
‘Thank you,’ Mark replied, leaving off the rest of the sentence. For the lecture, Einstein. This was how it worked for them. If he’d been a normal person off the street, he would have been charged with every single thing they could throw at him. For him, the rules were different. Some part of him had known that, he thought. That’s why he’d been willing to at least try it.
He knew he wouldn’t be left in jail to rot on remand.