Chapters (78)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Prologue
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Remarkable Praise for Nicci French
- Also by Nicci French
- About the Publisher
Did he expect an emotional attachment? A sexual attachment? She had felt immediately relieved that there were two bedrooms in the house. She had made it clear that she was engaged, she was committed. Had she made it clear enough, though? She considered it from his point of view and then from her own. Liam had been her first, and she could still remember the shock of that intimacy. It had been terrifying as well as thrilling. She had left herself so open, so exposed. She’d heard of people, she’d even known people, who had met up with old boyfriends from years before and rekindled something. Sometimes it had been disastrous and sometimes it hadn’t. She pushed away the idea. That was then and this was now, and in the now she was happy and in love with the man she was going to marry.
Liam was a stranger to her. She would carry out this favor for him, without doing anything she didn’t want to do, and then she would go back to her life.
She heard the tell-tale rattle of the rails. A train was coming. She looked at her phone: 9:24. Yes, this was the one. She stood up and took a step forward and looked in the direction of London. In the darkness she could see the glow of the approaching train, surprisingly distant. She felt nervous. She wondered if Liam was feeling nervous as well. Probably not. After all, he had planned this, and in the past he had never seemed to feel apprehension about anything at all.
The rattling of the rails increased and she heard the clacking sound of the train itself becoming louder and the lights on the front of the train becoming larger. As it approached, she could see the figure of the driver, silhouetted, and she reflexively stepped back from the edge of the platform.
It slowed with a screeching sound. As it drew to a halt she glimpsed the outlines of passengers in the lit windows. It stopped. No doors opened. No one got on and no one got off. And then, after a couple of minutes, it was gone and Jude watched the red lights in the back disappearing into the darkness.
Six
Jude was so startled that for a few moments she had trouble thinking straight. She took out her phone and looked at the time. There was no doubt about it. The train had arrived on time but Liam had not got off. Was it the right train? Perhaps the real one was about to arrive.
She would give it ten minutes. Now she found it impossible to sit calmly on the bench. She walked up and down the platform. She constantly checked her phone. The passing of the minutes was agonizingly slow, but finally ten minutes had gone and there was no sign of another train.