Chapters (78)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Prologue
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Remarkable Praise for Nicci French
- Also by Nicci French
- About the Publisher
“I’ve left a bag of my stuff in the boot. Put it in the bedroom when you get in, will you?” He saw her face and grinned. “There are two bedrooms,” he said. “You don’t need to worry.”
She just wanted to be on her way. She got into the car, slung her backpack on the seat beside her and adjusted the seat and rearview mirror. Liam held the door open.
“I’m going to get a train that arrives at Ixley at half past nine this evening. Can you pick me up? It’s just a few miles from the house.”
“Ixley,” Jude repeated. “Nine-thirty.”
“Maybe you can buy some food. With my card, mind. There’s a little shop in the village. We can have a late meal.”
“I should go before one of these cars rams me.”
She stared up at him. Raindrops were glistening in his dark hair and she had the tingling feeling that if she pulled him toward her and kissed him, then time would fold back on itself and they would be eighteen again, and the future would be different this time round. She could do things better.
She shrank back in her seat and frowned at him.
“This really is all right, isn’t it, Liam?”
He smiled cheerfully. “Don’t stress. I’ll tell you everything later. If you’re not comfortable, you can say no.”
He leaned forward and kissed her on the cheek. Smell of cigarettes, bristle of beard. A stranger.
“Thanks, Jude.”
“See you at half past nine this evening,” she said.
He shut the door at last, and in the rearview mirror she saw him walking away.
Five
The ancient Honda rattled its way out of London. Jude’s phone told her it should take two hours and fifty-five minutes, because the A12 was clogged with traffic, presumably still escaping London for the weekend. As the car moved at walking pace, she nervously looked at the petrol gauge hovering on empty. What if she ran out? She pulled off at the first service station she saw and dutifully used Liam’s card. Before setting off again, she examined the inside of the car. There were a few empty cans on the floor by the passenger seat, an apple core and chewing gum in the door compartment, a ripped road atlas, a tangle of wires under the dashboard, half a bottle of water. In the back was a child seat, a single miniature red wellington boot and a half-eaten pack of Skittles. Alfie.