Chapters (78)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Prologue
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Remarkable Praise for Nicci French
- Also by Nicci French
- About the Publisher
“Of course! The sooner the better. I’ve invited a few of the gang for supper, is that okay?”
“Great,” said Jude wanly.
“I thought I could make a giant pie. And we could make some kind of lethal cocktail. We can play board games and get drunk. I’m in the shops now, but I’ll be back at mine in less than half an hour.”
“Thank you, Dee. I should warn you, though . . .”
But Dee had gone.
Sixty-Four
There were two police cars parked outside the flat. Inside, everything was clean and tidy after her clear-up, except for water all over the floor, several smashed cups, and an upturned chair. Her bike had been leaned back against the wall and Jude saw that its front wheel was buckled.
Leila went back to the station, while the young officer accompanied Jude inside and waited in the kitchen while she hastily showered and pulled on her warmest clothes.
She fed the cat for the last time and tried to scratch it under the chin, but it stared at her in outrage. Then the officer picked up her bags and they left.
In the car to Dee’s flat, Jude sat back in her seat and half-closed her eyes. She was on her way back to her old life, but she was suddenly and overwhelmingly exhausted. Everything that had happened felt distant and unreal. Images spooled through her mind; faces and scenes that became tangled, the Liam Birch she knew at eighteen sliding into the man who had stood in the hospital foyer that day, waiting to turn her life upside down, his face morphing into the face of his younger brother, his killer.
It was like peering into a sunless rock pool—drifting fronds, things that crawled and jelly-like creatures with mouths that opened and closed; all in constant motion but going nowhere. The cottage in the wilds of Norfolk where the sea rolled across mud and shingle, the muddy site where Liam’s body had been found, the line of figures walking across the marshes on their way to his interment, hand in hand. The baroque house where Danny sat on the wicker chair as if she was some ancient queen, the tattooed tears on her pale cheek. The funeral. The wake. People drinking, dancing, laughing. Jude remembered Dermot standing by the toppled table, mess everywhere and a look of strange triumph on his face.
Something snagged. A fleeting memory tugged. What?