Chapters (78)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Prologue
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Remarkable Praise for Nicci French
- Also by Nicci French
- About the Publisher
Jude tried to make the heating work but only one radiator got warm. She thought she might run a bath but the plug seemed to be missing.
Outside, it was completely dark. There wasn’t even a moon. Water dripped from the gutters.
She’d brought a book with her but couldn’t concentrate on it. She made the risotto. She flicked through TV channels, read the news on her phone. She wanted to open the wine but couldn’t because she was going to be using the car.
At ten past nine, she left the house, locking the door and sliding the key into her coat. She drove to Ixley station, the headlights making a tunnel of light through an unfamiliar world of woods and fields and marshland. Little creatures spun across the road.
There was a bang, and in the distance she saw a spark arcing into the sky and then exploding into petals of light, then another. She was missing Bonfire Night. She imagined her friends gathered in the park, setting off rockets and drinking mulled wine, and here she was in a place she had never heard of, meeting a man she hadn’t seen for eleven years.
The car park was empty. The little station was deserted. She sat on the bench, in the darkness and the cold, and waited. She tried not to think about what Liam was going to say to her, what this favor actually consisted of. She tried not to think about why he had specifically chosen her, rather than one of his friends. The more she tried not to think about these things, the more she thought about them. What was it that she could do that nobody else could?
She made herself a promise. When Liam arrived, she would make sure she was absolutely clear about what it was he wanted her to do and then, whatever the obligation she felt to this man she had once loved, if it was wrong, she wouldn’t do it. It would be embarrassing, he would probably be angry with her, but there was a line she wouldn’t cross.