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  1. COVER
  2. DEDICATION
  3. EPIGRAPH
  4. MAP
  5. A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR
  6. ASANTE KINGDOM
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. THE STORYTELLER
  9. IN THE DREAM
  10. SCHOOLED
  11. OUR TEACHER
  12. ON A MISSION
  13. MY OLDER BROTHER
  14. LIGHT SENTENCE
  15. AMA
  16. AFTER SCHOOL
  17. WAITING FOR ME
  18. TAKEN
  19. WHERE I GO
  20. CONVERSATION WITH EBO
  21. TROUBLE
  22. AFTER LOSING
  23. CONVERSATION WITH KWASI
  24. PUNISHMENT
  25. GOLD DIGGER
  26. WHEN I WAS SMALLER
  27. WHEN MY FATHER RETURNS
  28. WE PLANTED YAMS
  29. THE KINGS FESTIVAL
  30. CHAPTER TWO
  31. THE BAMBARA TREATY
  32. DISPUTE
  33. AMA JUMPS
  34. MY COUSIN
  35. THE BATTLE
  36. A TALE OF TWO BOYS
  37. EULOGY
  38. I REMEMBER
  39. CONSEQUENCE
  40. CONVERSATION WITH MR. GOODLUCK PHILLIP
  41. JUST IN TIME
  42. THE BIG ROCK
  43. FINGERS FIRST
  44. DUSK
  45. CONVERSATION WITH KWASI
  46. CHAPTER THREE
  47. A MIDSUMMER NIGHT
  48. THINGS MY MAAME SAYS
  49. NANA MOSI SAYS
  50. AFTER WE FETCH THE WOOD
  51. THE BIG IDEA
  52. WHILE EVERYONE WAITS
  53. OWARE
  54. THE SILENT WAY
  55. CONVERSATION WITH MY GRANDFATHER
  56. SIGNALS
  57. IN THE SHADE
  58. WHEN EBO ARRIVES
  59. UNDER OUR BREATH
  60. CELEBRATION
  61. FACE-OFF
  62. REVERSAL
  63. WHILE WE WAIT
  64. AMA
  65. CONVERSATION WITH AMA
  66. NAMES
  67. THE DUEL
  68. CONVERSATION WITH EBO
  69. THE PROCESSION
  70. LEGEND
  71. UNMATCHED
  72. TAKEDOWN
  73. CONGRATULATIONS
  74. BONSU VS. YAW
  75. KWASI SAYS
  76. DOOM
  77. INJURED
  78. KWASI VS. PRINCE YAW
  79. HUMILITY
  80. LAST MAN STANDING
  81. COLLAPSE
  82. CHAPTER FOUR
  83. THE DAY FOLLOWING
  84. REMORSE
  85. THERE IS NO COMFORT
  86. ADJOURNED
  87. THE DECISION
  88. THE ACCUSATIONS
  89. HOPE
  90. HENRY VI, PART 3
  91. GATHERING
  92. BACK TO SCHOOL
  93. AFTER MORNING ASSEMBLY
  94. CHITCHAT
  95. LITTLE KOFI
  96. AFTER LESSONS
  97. HIDDEN
  98. CONVERSATION
  99. LOOK WHAT I CAUGHT
  100. THE FLOW
  101. THE SUN IS BLUE
  102. TRANSLATION
  103. CHAPTER FIVE
  104. BREAK
  105. CONVERSATION
  106. A HISTORY
  107. RED RED STEW
  108. DURING RECESS
  109. SECOND THOUGHTS
  110. AND THEN I SEE AMA
  111. IN MY DREAM
  112. THE NEXT DAY
  113. THE FISH KICK
  114. MANHOOD
  115. RIVER RUN
  116. CONVERSATION WITH AMA
  117. CAPTIVATED
  118. SMITTEN
  119. RESURRECTION
  120. CONVERSATION WITH KWASI
  121. HALF-MOON
  122. CONVERSATION CONTINUED
  123. GAME OVER
  124. THE WOODS
  125. WHY ARE YOU STOPPING?
  126. READY. SET. KO!
  127. ON LAP AFTER LAP
  128. CALLING
  129. HIDING
  130. SEARCHING
  131. STILL SEARCHING
  132. NOWHERE
  133. I WISH
  134. ALARM
  135. THE FIRST THREE BLASTS
  136. HERE IN THE DARK
  137. THIS
  138. BIG TROUBLE
  139. CHAPTER SIX
  140. THUNDER
  141. GROUNDED
  142. DETAINED
  143. THE DRUNKEN LAUGHTER
  144. VISION
  145. FOOD COMES
  146. MEMORIES
  147. IN THIS DREAM
  148. IN THE BACK
  149. CONVERSATION WITH THE SMALL-SMALL BOY
  150. WAKE UP!
  151. CARVED
  152. THE SLOW WALK
  153. REVELATION
  154. FORTRESS
  155. THE TRIAL
  156. THE GOLD
  157. SENTENCE
  158. ATTACK
  159. POSSESSED
  160. THE RAIN DOES NOT FALL
  161. THE FIGHT
  162. GET UP
  163. IN THIS DREAM
  164. I THINK PAIN
  165. OUTCRY
  166. LATER ON
  167. A SOOTHING MEMORY
  168. I SWALLOW
  169. SOUNDS I HEAR
  170. WHAT I BELIEVE
  171. ALARMED
  172. THERE WILL BE NO CELEBRATION
  173. AS WE SINGLE FILE
  174. NIGHTFALL
  175. FREEDOM
  176. THE REMEMBERING
  177. THERE WAS EVEN A TIME
  178. FULL MOON
  179. RESCUE
  180. FEAR
  181. TRAILING
  182. ESCAPE
  183. CONVERSATION
  184. I HEAR SHOUTING
  185. TRAPPED
  186. CONVERSATION WITH THE CAPTORS
  187. CONSEQUENCE
  188. WELCOME
  189. AT THE CASTLE ENTRANCE
  190. TWO VERY TALL MEN
  191. THE WONDERFULS
  192. THE TRANSACTION
  193. STRENGTH
  194. THE GOVERNOR
  195. AFTER THE EXAMINATION
  196. DUNGEON
  197. DIZZINESS
  198. IN THIS DREAM
  199. CONVERSATION WITH THE DARK LADY
  200. GRAVE TROUBLE
  201. INTRODUCTION
  202. DISTRACTION
  203. THE HEALING
  204. NIMDEE
  205. OWU BURIES
  206. MY PEOPLE
  207. WHILE OTHERS COMFORT THEMSELVES
  208. QUESTIONS
  209. ANSWERS
  210. CHAPTER SEVEN
  211. CHAOS
  212. REST IN PEACE
  213. LEAVING
  214. TERROR
  215. WE ARE FORCED
  216. FLYING HOME
  217. AHEAD
  218. THE UNLOADING
  219. A ROPE LADDER
  220. HEAD COUNT
  221. TO THE WHITE FACES
  222. DAY ONE
  223. NIGHT TWO
  224. DAY THREE
  225. NIGHT SEVEN
  226. CONVERSATION WITH AFUA
  227. A PRAISE SONG
  228. NIGHT EIGHT
  229. DAY ELEVEN
  230. NIGHT NINETEEN
  231. IN THIS DREAM
  232. WHEN I WAKE
  233. THINGS HAVE COME TO THIS
  234. DAY TWENTY-THREE
  235. STAND TALL
  236. SONG OF FLIGHT
  237. NIGHT TWENTY-SEVEN
  238. MUTINY
  239. AND WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO
  240. I NO LONGER COUNT THE DAYS
  241. BATTEN DOWN
  242. WRECKED
  243. THE SEA IS A RAGING MONSTER
  244. SHATTERED
  245. WRATH AND FURY
  246. CLIMBING THE SKY
  247. KINDRED
  248. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  249. TWI GLOSSARY
  250. ADINKRA SYMBOLS
  251. LOCATIONS USED IN THE DOOR OF NO RETURN

because

there is no dry land

in sight

to swim to,

and the big fish is hungry

and I am too

and suddenly we stop

and I hear drums talking

as if the mighty water itself is speaking

a nursery of stars

splattering against its skin

faster

and faster

and nearer

and closer

and louder:

The Lion is near the village

The Lion is near the village

Run

Run

The Lion is in the village

The Lion is in—

MY MOUTH!

IN THE BACK

of my mouth

is an unbearable throbbing,

the painful squeezing

of a tooth

that jolts me

awake

in the middle

of the night.

CONVERSATION WITH THE SMALL-SMALL BOY

You have a bad dream.

I look to see where this whisper is coming from.

It is okay, says the small-small, sitting up and staring at me. The men outside have fallen asleep. They cannot hear us.

…

Please, Me din de Owuraku but most call me Owu.

I am Kofi Offin, I whisper back, pointing to my jaw. It is my tooth that pains me.

I am sorry… Where are you from, Kofi Offin?

Upper Kwanta.

May I ask you something? Why are we here?

…

And that is when it hits me

that the strangers

who brought us here

and the boys caged with me

are not from Upper,

and as there is no such thing

as a rite of passage

for small-small boys

the size of Owu

who are very much younger in age

than me,

and since we are shackled

like prisoners,

this cannot be

a challenge,

a game played

as part of some passage

to manhood ceremony.

No, this is something

far worse.

Go to sleep and rest for whatever is next, I urge Owu.

Obeying me

as if I were a big brother,

Owu lays his head

on the clay.

You will feel better, I hope, Kofi, he says

as I sit up

holding my jaw,

staring into

the agonizing darkness

of what I now think

is a nightmare.

WAKE UP!

a lanky man waving

a machete screams,

kicking mud onto us.

Along with the other men

he unties

the six of us,

drags us outside

where the sun beats down

and after our eyes adjust,

I see their mohawk plumes,

their sharp, stinging eyes,

and for the first time

the tribal marks

that hide

their cheeks.

CARVED

on the shaven sides

of their heads,

from eyebrow

to below the ear,

are pairs of lines

and patterns

and symbols

that say Strength

or Crocodile

or War Horn

but one of them,

a little man

no taller than me

with a tail of hair

hanging

at the back of his scalp

whose face does not glower

like the others,

wears on his cheek

the shape

of two fish biting

each other’s tails.

THE SLOW WALK

The rain slows.

In a tree above,

a perched bird watches,

fluffs it golden feathers,

and sings, Po Po Po!

The sound of drumming

grows heavier