Chapters (251)
- COVER
- DEDICATION
- EPIGRAPH
- MAP
- A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR
- ASANTE KINGDOM
- CHAPTER ONE
- THE STORYTELLER
- IN THE DREAM
- SCHOOLED
- OUR TEACHER
- ON A MISSION
- MY OLDER BROTHER
- LIGHT SENTENCE
- AMA
- AFTER SCHOOL
- WAITING FOR ME
- TAKEN
- WHERE I GO
- CONVERSATION WITH EBO
- TROUBLE
- AFTER LOSING
- CONVERSATION WITH KWASI
- PUNISHMENT
- GOLD DIGGER
- WHEN I WAS SMALLER
- WHEN MY FATHER RETURNS
- WE PLANTED YAMS
- THE KINGS FESTIVAL
- CHAPTER TWO
- THE BAMBARA TREATY
- DISPUTE
- AMA JUMPS
- MY COUSIN
- THE BATTLE
- A TALE OF TWO BOYS
- EULOGY
- I REMEMBER
- CONSEQUENCE
- CONVERSATION WITH MR. GOODLUCK PHILLIP
- JUST IN TIME
- THE BIG ROCK
- FINGERS FIRST
- DUSK
- CONVERSATION WITH KWASI
- CHAPTER THREE
- A MIDSUMMER NIGHT
- THINGS MY MAAME SAYS
- NANA MOSI SAYS
- AFTER WE FETCH THE WOOD
- THE BIG IDEA
- WHILE EVERYONE WAITS
- OWARE
- THE SILENT WAY
- CONVERSATION WITH MY GRANDFATHER
- SIGNALS
- IN THE SHADE
- WHEN EBO ARRIVES
- UNDER OUR BREATH
- CELEBRATION
- FACE-OFF
- REVERSAL
- WHILE WE WAIT
- AMA
- CONVERSATION WITH AMA
- NAMES
- THE DUEL
- CONVERSATION WITH EBO
- THE PROCESSION
- LEGEND
- UNMATCHED
- TAKEDOWN
- CONGRATULATIONS
- BONSU VS. YAW
- KWASI SAYS
- DOOM
- INJURED
- KWASI VS. PRINCE YAW
- HUMILITY
- LAST MAN STANDING
- COLLAPSE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- THE DAY FOLLOWING
- REMORSE
- THERE IS NO COMFORT
- ADJOURNED
- THE DECISION
- THE ACCUSATIONS
- HOPE
- HENRY VI, PART 3
- GATHERING
- BACK TO SCHOOL
- AFTER MORNING ASSEMBLY
- CHITCHAT
- LITTLE KOFI
- AFTER LESSONS
- HIDDEN
- CONVERSATION
- LOOK WHAT I CAUGHT
- THE FLOW
- THE SUN IS BLUE
- TRANSLATION
- CHAPTER FIVE
- BREAK
- CONVERSATION
- A HISTORY
- RED RED STEW
- DURING RECESS
- SECOND THOUGHTS
- AND THEN I SEE AMA
- IN MY DREAM
- THE NEXT DAY
- THE FISH KICK
- MANHOOD
- RIVER RUN
- CONVERSATION WITH AMA
- CAPTIVATED
- SMITTEN
- RESURRECTION
- CONVERSATION WITH KWASI
- HALF-MOON
- CONVERSATION CONTINUED
- GAME OVER
- THE WOODS
- WHY ARE YOU STOPPING?
- READY. SET. KO!
- ON LAP AFTER LAP
- CALLING
- HIDING
- SEARCHING
- STILL SEARCHING
- NOWHERE
- I WISH
- ALARM
- THE FIRST THREE BLASTS
- HERE IN THE DARK
- THIS
- BIG TROUBLE
- CHAPTER SIX
- THUNDER
- GROUNDED
- DETAINED
- THE DRUNKEN LAUGHTER
- VISION
- FOOD COMES
- MEMORIES
- IN THIS DREAM
- IN THE BACK
- CONVERSATION WITH THE SMALL-SMALL BOY
- WAKE UP!
- CARVED
- THE SLOW WALK
- REVELATION
- FORTRESS
- THE TRIAL
- THE GOLD
- SENTENCE
- ATTACK
- POSSESSED
- THE RAIN DOES NOT FALL
- THE FIGHT
- GET UP
- IN THIS DREAM
- I THINK PAIN
- OUTCRY
- LATER ON
- A SOOTHING MEMORY
- I SWALLOW
- SOUNDS I HEAR
- WHAT I BELIEVE
- ALARMED
- THERE WILL BE NO CELEBRATION
- AS WE SINGLE FILE
- NIGHTFALL
- FREEDOM
- THE REMEMBERING
- THERE WAS EVEN A TIME
- FULL MOON
- RESCUE
- FEAR
- TRAILING
- ESCAPE
- CONVERSATION
- I HEAR SHOUTING
- TRAPPED
- CONVERSATION WITH THE CAPTORS
- CONSEQUENCE
- WELCOME
- AT THE CASTLE ENTRANCE
- TWO VERY TALL MEN
- THE WONDERFULS
- THE TRANSACTION
- STRENGTH
- THE GOVERNOR
- AFTER THE EXAMINATION
- DUNGEON
- DIZZINESS
- IN THIS DREAM
- CONVERSATION WITH THE DARK LADY
- GRAVE TROUBLE
- INTRODUCTION
- DISTRACTION
- THE HEALING
- NIMDEE
- OWU BURIES
- MY PEOPLE
- WHILE OTHERS COMFORT THEMSELVES
- QUESTIONS
- ANSWERS
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAOS
- REST IN PEACE
- LEAVING
- TERROR
- WE ARE FORCED
- FLYING HOME
- AHEAD
- THE UNLOADING
- A ROPE LADDER
- HEAD COUNT
- TO THE WHITE FACES
- DAY ONE
- NIGHT TWO
- DAY THREE
- NIGHT SEVEN
- CONVERSATION WITH AFUA
- A PRAISE SONG
- NIGHT EIGHT
- DAY ELEVEN
- NIGHT NINETEEN
- IN THIS DREAM
- WHEN I WAKE
- THINGS HAVE COME TO THIS
- DAY TWENTY-THREE
- STAND TALL
- SONG OF FLIGHT
- NIGHT TWENTY-SEVEN
- MUTINY
- AND WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO
- I NO LONGER COUNT THE DAYS
- BATTEN DOWN
- WRECKED
- THE SEA IS A RAGING MONSTER
- SHATTERED
- WRATH AND FURY
- CLIMBING THE SKY
- KINDRED
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- TWI GLOSSARY
- ADINKRA SYMBOLS
- LOCATIONS USED IN THE DOOR OF NO RETURN
A crowd forms around them
as rain begins to dribble
from the grim sky.
They do not eat as well as we do,
and they never will, silly girl, he continues,
getting a few laughs. And I do listen
to the lessons.
Upper won the war.
Lower lost.
They are not us… THEY. ARE. YOU!
Our servants.
SHE IS RIGHT, THEY ARE US, I shout, before I realize what I have done. Ama smiles at me. My cousin scowls at me.
Do not butt in, little cousin, unless you want some of this wahala, he says, balling his fists.
I do not want any of this trouble, I think, as a classmate, thankfully, distracts him.
I have heard they are building a big wall. A fortress, in case there is another war, says the mate.
Do not be stupid. They are not that smart. But if they do come for us, my father has the big gun, remember, says my cousin, aiming his finger at me and Ama. Plus, we have all the gold, and he who owns the gold eats first, and eats best. That is the only lesson that matters.
Without hesitation, Ama shakes her head
like she feels sorry for him,
then fires back
with a might
that could lift a log.
The mind of a fool is like a broken pot. It holds nothing.
Everyone laughs
at her mocking
of him, loudly,
including me,
which pricks him so much
he comes over
and punches me
in the belly
so hard, my whole body collapses,
and I spew
my lunch.
Who is the fool now?
AMA JUMPS
in my cousin’s face
and calls him
the meanest thing
she can think of—ABOA!—which
really is not that bad,
because my cousin
probably believes
he actually is
an animal,
king of his own jungle,
always roaring
and wreaking havoc
on me.
He lifts her
off the ground
as she screams,
trying to break free, then
he
kisses
her.
He. Kisses. Ama.
You know you like that, little house girl, he says,
dropping her.
MY COUSIN
does not walk around,
he marches, thinks
he is a soldier,
is stronger
and taller than me
by two coconuts,
which I have seen him
nearly split open
with his hard head,
then offer to
whichever girl
he is fond of
at the time.
He outran me
last spring
from the village
to the river’s edge,
and is so big and tough
he is allowed
to chop timber
with the big men.
But none of that matters
right now, because
Ama has been disrespected,
her honor plunged
into the damp red clay,
and I think I understand
what Shakespeare meant
when he said,
Love never did run smooth.
Forget peace.
This means war.
THE BATTLE
I run into him
headfirst
with the force
of a million thunderstorms
and knock him down.
I do not need Kwasi
to train me, I think.
I am an able hawk
hunting my prey.
The thud