Back The Ash Doll
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Epilogue
  72. Acknowledgements
  73. About the Author
  74. Extract from The Mayfly

Georgie nodded. She was terrified of the dark – terrified of what had happened in the dark and what could happen again. It was completely irrational, she knew that. But she still slept with the light on anyway.

‘It’s OK,’ Li whispered. ‘It’s OK. It wasn’t your fault, Georgie. You mustn’t ever think otherwise.’ And then Li said in a hardened voice that Georgie barely recognised. ‘We can put this right, you and me, can’t we? We can put this right.’

*

In darkness, the owner sat in a grey high-back chair in the corner of the pebble-dashed house.

There was a scratch mark on the owner’s arm that ran from elbow to hand. An angry, red gauze over split skin.

The owner waited and, when the time was right, flicked on a reading lamp that sat on a large metal safe to the side of the chair and picked up the red folder.

The key was weighty. Some of the pages were torn and dog-eared but they were all neatly packaged in clear plastic wallets, arranged back to back. The owner turned towards the middle. Some of the owner’s favourite entries were there where the diary’s author veered into an abstract world of dreams and imagination.

The owner hovered over one particular entry and read it, although it was already intimately familiar.

The girl sits cross-legged, staring up at the door. She wears the expression of a child much older than her eleven or so years. A long, endless look through large doe eyes that have seen too much and cried too little. A look that makes you wonder: is she the haunted, or the ghost?

She moves quickly, like the wind changing direction. She slides a bruised arm under the bed and pulls out a book. The front cover is worn, the pages are creased. The colours are old and faded like the memories the girl has of her time in the basement. She has trouble remembering things now. She tells herself that there is no room in her head to remember things; there is only hate.

She reads the title of the book and her head clears a little. Fairy Tales for Girls. The girl doesn’t know much about life outside the basement but she knows that the book is from a different time to now; she finds this a curious comfort.

She turns the page and for a short moment her mind is filled with images of freckled princesses and fairy godmothers waving wands, genies granting wishes and handsome princes climbing castle walls to rescue fair maidens. She cannot read many of the words but some of them are known to her. Apple. Castle. The wolf.

Dream.

Snow.

Evil.