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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Epilogue
  72. Acknowledgements
  73. About the Author
  74. Extract from The Mayfly

‘He wants us to survive, Tiff, well, maybe not us, but Julian. He won’t want Julian to die, just like Elinor.’

‘Then we need to pick a fucking button!’

0.24

‘Wait!’ Priest snapped. ‘Who’s in the safe?’

‘What? Julian? I don’t know! Hell, does it matter? We’re going down as well, whoever’s in it.’

‘Karl wants us to get out of this, just like Elinor did. This isn’t the finale, Tiff. It’s a distraction. But why?’

‘None of this is saving our arses, Priest. Up or down?’

0.20

0.19

‘I don’t know. There’s no symbolism for Karl in that choice.’ Up or down? Why is that important? Not up or down, but something else, maybe? North or south? Top or bottom?

0.17

0.16

‘Up!’ cried Rowlinson. ‘Towards Heaven. Towards God.’

‘No. Karl doesn’t care about that. Elinor is his God.’

The sound of the ocean roared in his ears, louder and louder. An approaching doom, smashing into the cliff below. He closed his eyes, forced out the images that cluttered his thoughts – Jessica, Sarah, Tilly. Then Elinor. What have I done?

‘Need to be doing something constructive, Priest!’ Rowlinson urged.

‘I’m trying! But it’s not straightforward with you whittling in my ear!’

0.13

0.12

Priest saw Alexia’s blowtorched face in his mind’s eye, Karl Jones in the theatre control box behind a sniper rifle, the photograph of Julian outside the Elias house. See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil.

‘What do you want, Karl?’

Then Jessica was back in his thoughts. Would he ever see her again? Was this his curtain call?

0.11

0.10

0.09

‘Priest, do something!’

Rowlinson had lost it. He charged forward, knocking past him in an effort to get to the box. It was only because he was stronger and heavier that Priest was able to repel Rowlinson’s desperate lunge, seizing his hands inches away from the bottom button and spinning him back around before pushing hard against his chest. The detective fell backwards and sprawled across the grass, cursing and swearing, surprise registering on his face as he looked back him.

‘What have you done, you bloody madman!’

0.04

0.03

Priest turned back to the box, the image of the cliff exploding and everything with it falling into the sea flashed across his mind.

0.02

He heard Rowlinson scream something else but it was incomprehensible. He felt he should shout something as well. Something fitting for what might be his final moment. Something poetic.

0.01

Suddenly, Priest realised what he was supposed to do.

Chapter 60

Chapter 60

The display had registered at zero for a few seconds, then a few seconds more. Priest turned to look over his shoulder. Rowlinson was sitting on the grass with his arms covering his face, for all the good it would have done him if the bomb had gone off. Slowly, he lowered his defence and looked around.

‘What happened?’ he asked.

‘Nothing.’

‘Which button did you press?’