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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Epilogue
  72. Acknowledgements
  73. About the Author
  74. Extract from The Mayfly

‘And the boy? What was his name? Julian?’

‘Safe and back with his mother, although I’m not sure what he remembers of it.’

‘Cool. What a fucked-up story.’

They sat for a while with nothing but the crackle of the fire and the sound of paper tearing to accompany them. Georgie glanced at the sheets occasionally. Two years’ work. How quickly each sheet disintegrated into ash and with every toss she felt a little bit of Martin was also burning away.

After a moment, Li said, ‘Why are we burning these again?’

‘I don’t think I need them anymore.’

‘Ah-ha.’ Li was quiet for a while. Then, ‘You never went to the police.’

It was a simple statement, not a challenge, or even a question, but she still felt something twinge in her stomach. Nobody knew, except her, Martin and Li. As much as she didn’t like it, that bound them together somehow.

‘I know the system,’ she said softly. ‘I went into the room voluntarily, I kissed him voluntarily. He has no previous. I was alone with him. There was no chance of a prosecution.’

‘I see.’

Li nodded, and for a moment there appeared the slightest fragment of a tear forming at the corner of Li’s eye. Georgie caught sight of it glinting in the firelight and, in that moment, she felt relieved. Somebody knows. Somebody cares.

‘Too much time has passed now,’ she said at last.

‘You should have told someone, if not the police.’

‘I know.’

Georgie looked at Li again. The tear had been wiped away, but something had been left behind. Anger. Georgie recognised it immediately. She had seen it on her own face.

She shivered, despite the fire. Then it occurred to her. She was destroying the papers and giving up on any hope of natural justice. But she wasn’t giving up everything. She would never give up the way she felt.

‘I was up late last night,’ Li said quietly after a while.

‘Oh?’

‘I walked past your room.’

‘And?’ Georgie turned to look at her. The light of the fire shimmered in her hair as she stared ahead, transfixed by the flames.

‘Your light was off.’

She nodded, looking down at the folder. Most of the pages were torn up but a few remained. I’m not going to be afraid of the dark anymore.

She tossed the whole folder into the fire and they watched it burn together.

Chapter 66

Chapter 66