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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Epilogue
  72. Acknowledgements
  73. About the Author
  74. Extract from The Mayfly

His voice was as thick as tar. ‘Hello, Helena. I was just wondering if Julian was fine?’

‘No,’ she had screamed at him. ‘Julian is not fine. He was picked up from school earlier by someone claiming to be his uncle. Was that you?’

There had been silence on the other end of the line. Infuriating silence.

‘Well?’

‘No.’ The reply had been quiet, but there had been unmistakable quiver in Dominique’s voice. Helena had felt her head spinning into oblivion. ‘No, that wasn’t me.’

‘You know something, Dominique. You’ve ignored me for almost a decade, then you start hounding me about Julian. Now he goes missing. What’s going on?’

‘I . . . I don’t know, but . . .’

‘Dominique! Don’t bullshit me!’

There had been more swearing, more questions and more denials. Then Helena had hung up. Of course, she had told the policewoman everything. They would check it out, straightaway. That had been an hour ago.

It broke her heart: Julian was nothing more than a piece of paper on somebody’s desk, along with hundreds of other pieces of paper, each with their own miserable story to tell.

‘Oh, Julian,’ she whispered. ‘Come back to me.’

Chapter 59

Chapter 59

Rowlinson’s BWM had built-in blue lights and a siren and both were blaring as they hit the motorway and accelerated hard into the fast lane. There hadn’t been time to organise any proper backup; the others had been ordered to stay behind in case they were wrong and Karl Jones returned home.

Rowlinson finished his conversation with Missing Persons and reported it back to Priest grimly.

‘Julian was reported as missing late this afternoon when his mother attended school to pick him up and found he’d already gone. The school say a man came to collect him at lunchtime fitting Jones’s description. The school were pretty lax about it. Jones said he was the kid’s uncle and he had a letter from the mother. No doubt a few jobs will be lost on that one.’

He nodded and returned to the red folder. He had taken the diary from Karl’s house and had skimmed most of it while they negotiated their way out of Greater London, hoping it would give them something to work on.

The girl closes her eyes and thinks of the church spire, just visible beyond the trees. On a clear day, the girl can stand on boxes piled on top of each other and reach the windowsill. From there she can see out across the valley and to the top of the church. She finds comfort in this simple image, just an upside-down ice cream cone above a tree. But it makes her calm. It gives her hope. In there, God is waiting for her.

‘Where are we going?’ asked Rowlinson.

‘To a place called Devil’s Point.’

‘Why there?’