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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Epilogue
  72. Acknowledgements
  73. About the Author
  74. Extract from The Mayfly

Her lips parted– oh what a glorious sight. She took a step to the side cautiously, but a definite step towards him.

‘Michael Jones?’ she repeated, softly. ‘Oh my God.’

‘Yes!’ Karl laughed and advanced up the aisle, elation flowing through him – the euphoria was overwhelming and just the sight of her body, her hips, her arms and, underneath her jacket, her breasts heaving as her chest rose and fell, filled him with a surge of energy, an intoxicant he had never felt before. My God, at last!

‘No,’ she said in a small voice, shrinking back towards the altar. ‘Stay away.’

‘I’m not . . . going to hurt you,’ he stuttered. ‘Please! I would never hurt you, Elinor!’

‘You . . . You look so . . . different.’

Karl laughed. ‘Yes! I’ve changed. So have you. You’ve blossomed into a beautiful woman, Elinor.’ He supposed that she was right, although it hadn’t occurred to him as important. He had left the hippy-looking Michael Jones behind a long time ago.

‘I . . . What are you doing here? What do you want?’

He broke out into a run. At last, the work was almost complete and just like in his dreams, only this time he could join her, and Julian. They would be a family.

Elinor had started to back away but his sudden movement towards her had caught her by surprise and she had slipped on the flagstone floor. She screamed before they collided. Karl clattered into her, his weight bringing her crashing to the floor. He felt her little body in his hands, the warmth of her flesh, the smell of her hair. It was exhilarating, enough to drive him to madness.

‘No!’ she wailed, struggling uselessly underneath him, crying and struggling like a trapped animal.

‘It’s OK.’ His breath was short; he could hardly talk but he must comfort her. He must subdue her. She was panicking, gasping for air. He took out the needle from his pocket and flipped off the top. Her face was twisted upwards and her eyes widened when she saw it.

‘Wait—’ she pleaded. ‘Wait!’

‘It’s just a dream, my love. Like the ones you wrote to me about. Just one more little dream.’

He slipped the needle into her neck and squeezed in the ketamine, watching the liquid disappear into her body.

Within minutes, she had stopped thrashing.

Chapter 61

Chapter 61

Priest threw the churchyard gate open and ran up the grass incline, keeping to the shadows and avoiding the pathway. Rowlinson was a few paces behind him, hissing urgently into his phone.

When they reached the front door, Priest stopped. Listened carefully. They had passed the white Mondeo parked on the roadside but it appeared to be empty. There were lights on and a sound of movement from within the church, low murmurings and the faint sound of footsteps. The door was ajar but Priest couldn’t see any further than the porch.

‘Go round the back, Tiff,’ Priest instructed.