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Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Epilogue
  72. Acknowledgements
  73. About the Author
  74. Extract from The Mayfly

The street light outside the churchyard gates was broken but there was a light on in the church itself. Karl trudged up the path past the bowing headstones, and as he got closer, he heard the soft whine of the organ from within. His heart rate quickened as he approached the front door because he knew who was on the other side of the door. Whose fingers were gently caressing the keys, playing a sad melody. Just for him.

He nudged the door open and peered through.

The church was small. Seven or eight rows of seats divided by a central aisle leading to a raised area and eventually the altar. An impressive-looking cross, ten feet high, dominated the rear wall in front of a circular stained-glass window, although the scene portrayed was not one that Karl recognised.

There she was. Like an angel. Two fingers moving absent-mindedly along the organ keyboard. Her hair was tied back in a ponytail and how he wished she had worn something more feminine, a black dress like the one he remembered from the Three Monkeys’ Ball, but even in black jeans and a beige jacket she looked as perfect as he had imagined, hardly different from the young girl who had danced with him all those years ago.

Karl stood in the doorway, mesmerised, until she sensed the door had opened and turned, flashing him a hypnotic smile.

Her smile faded, of course, on seeing him, but he had expected that. He had deceived her, no doubt. Saying that the lawyer had wanted to meet her at the church tonight had not been the truth, but it had guaranteed that she would be here. Priest had been the one to deceive her, not him, with his money and muscles. He doesn’t know you like I know you, Elinor.

‘Elinor?’ he said, with the hope and wonder of a child.

She frowned, her reply faltered and she turned back to the organ. ‘Sorry,’ she mumbled. ‘I was expecting someone else.’

He shuffled forward, ducking his head under the church door. ‘No, you weren’t. Elinor, it’s me.’

She looked back, startled. Perhaps she hadn’t heard him call her name before. ‘Who are you?’ She slipped off the organ seat and approached the lectern to get a better view.

‘It’s me,’ Karl repeated. ‘I . . . I know it’s been a long time.’ He found it difficult to talk, something was impeding his mind from articulating what he wanted to say. I sound like an idiot! She was just so beautiful. And how she stood, with her hips slightly lopsided, how playful she looked. Like the little girl she had been before she jumped off the edge of Devil’s Point.

She was staring at him, recognition dawning on her. She knows me!

‘My name is Karl Jones, but at uni everyone knew me by my middle name – Michael. You remember me, don’t you, Elinor?’