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  1. SUICIDE WATCH
  2. Table of Contents
  3. June
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. July
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. August
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. September
  15. CHAPTER 9
  16. CHAPTER 10
  17. CHAPTER 11
  18. CHAPTER 12
  19. CHAPTER 13
  20. CHAPTER 14
  21. CHAPTER 15
  22. CHAPTER 16
  23. October
  24. CHAPTER 17
  25. CHAPTER 18
  26. CHAPTER 19
  27. CHAPTER 20
  28. CHAPTER 21
  29. CHAPTER 22
  30. CHAPTER 23
  31. CHAPTER 24
  32. November
  33. CHAPTER 25
  34. CHAPTER 26
  35. CHAPTER 27
  36. CHAPTER 28
  37. CHAPTER 29
  38. CHAPTER 30
  39. December
  40. CHAPTER 31
  41. Acknowledgments
  42. About the Author

Where did the time go?

Maggie's house is nearly empty. The living room has been cleared save for the television, the little table it rests on, and a lamp. Her room is deserted. The halls, dining room, kitchen...all empty. If a stranger were to walk in, they'd have suspected I was some squatter hiding away in my room—the only one that remains unchanged.

Harold's right, I guess. It takes me no time at all to pack up my meager belongings, though it doesn't solve the question of where I'm supposed to go. I want to stay near here. I want to be close to the bridge. To Maggie.

I should have taken Harold up on his offer to help me look for a place. I check out three apartment complexes in the neighborhood, both of which are seedy, overpriced, and look like the carpets have been scrubbed with dirt. I may not be picky about my living arrangements, but I don't want roaches crawling across my face in the middle of the night. They creep me out.

I find another complex on the other side of the bridge, so it's farther than I'd like, but close enough. Closer to the light-rail station and the animal shelter, at least. The grounds are quiet when I pull up. In the leasing office is a curly-haired blonde girl in her late twenties, popping bubble-gum and typing noisily with her long nails. I linger near the door, shifting my weight from one foot to the other, and wait to be noticed.

Eventually she stops and looks up. "Oh, I'm sorry, sweetie. Are you here to drop off rent for your parents?"

A faint flush finds its way to my face. "I don't live here. I'm looking for a place."

"Oh." Her eyes widen, but she stands and comes over to offer her hand. "I'm Laney. Sorry about that. You just look..." Laney pauses and smiles. "Nevermind. Anyway, come have a seat, mister—?"

I hate it when people call me that. "Vincent." I shake her hand and let her usher me into a chair.

"Vincent." She slides a brochure of floor-plans over to me. "What kind of apartment are you looking for, Vincent?"

"I don't know," I admit. Which is the answer I gave to every other place. Rather than try to shove a sales spiel down my throat, though, Laney gestures to the brochure and gives me a second to look it all over. I don't know how to tell whether or not I want to live in a place by tiny boxes with dimensions written inside.

"Do you have..." I pause, slide the brochure back to her, "anything...second floor. Overlooking the river?"

Laney clicks away at her computer and turns the monitor to show me a diagram of the complex I don't quite understand. "Well, we have a nice two-bedroom here. A townhouse down this way... And there's a little studio right in here, see? I'm not sure what the view is like." She glances at my face and when I say nothing, she offers, "I can take you to see it, if you want?"