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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

Clementine pops her head around the doorway. “All good here?”

“Quick question?” I ask.

She steps into the room. “Sure thing. Shoot.”

“I went from foster care to adoption in about a month. Is that fast?”

Clementine whistles. “Lightning fast.”

“Would there be a reason?”

Clementine’s smile is a thousand watts. “You’re one lucky kiddo!”

“What if it wasn’t luck?” Thomas presses.

Her smile dims several notches. “Not sure what you mean. But I wouldn’t know. I don’t have anything to do with casework.”

I give her an encouraging smile then ask, “Does every foster child get a caseworker?”

“Course they do—sometimes more than one. So many kids, lots of sad stories, some pretty violent ones, too, hard for a mind to take, day in, day out. The job has a significant burnout rate so it’s normal for a foster child to get passed along to a new caseworker. Why do you ask?”

“There’s no caseworker’s name in my file.”

Clementine steps behind me, peers at the file. “Well, I’ll be. You’re right.” She sighs, straightens the pink belt on her dress. “If you saw the stacks of files our caseworkers have on their desks—you can barely see around them. They’re supposed to be responsible for no more than fourteen cases, but the average is about thirty children. Sorry to say it, but they’re only human.”

“I totally get that,” I say. “How long have you worked here?”

“Since 2008.”

“Do you know a caseworker named Heidi?”

Clementine looks up, mentally scrolls through names, then shakes her head. “Nope. Was she yours?”

“I think so.”

Thomas pushes, “Is there anyone who worked here from 1996 to 2002 who might’ve known her?”

Clementine hesitates then says, “Hang on a sec.”

Her pantyhose swish as she strides off. When she returns ten minutes later with a gray-haired, mustached security guard in a pressed white shirt, blue slacks, a gun holstered at his hip, I’m sure we’re about to be ushered out of the building.

“This is Max,” Clementine says. “He’s worked security in this building for, what, thirty-five years?”

“Forty this month,” Max says.

He’s mid-sixties, built like a retired football player with broad shoulders, a thick neck, bulbous nose, and mole beneath his left eye. “What can I do you for, child?” Max asks.

“I was wondering if you knew a woman named Heidi who was a caseworker between the late nineties to early two thousands?”

Max rubs the back of his head. “If I did, would she be in some kind of trouble?”

“No. I’m the one who needs her help.”

He pulls at his mustache. “ ’Cause folks who work in foster care are givers, through and through, not takers.”

Irritation flickers inside me but I smile brightly. “Like I said, I have no intention of doing anything that could hurt her.”

“Good to hear. Never met a kinder soul. Beautiful woman but she never did marry though a buncha fellows tried. Nope. Totally dedicated to the kids she shepherded. Always went the extra mile, wanted the best for each and every one of ’em. Sad day when we lost her.”