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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

“Did you . . . did you ever consider sending me back?”

“Not once.”

Sylvie sharply exhales. “So Mom is the only one who knows about my past, foster care, my birth parents?”

“She doesn’t know much.” Wess runs a hand over his grizzled chin. “Look, Hana did ask about your past. Anyone would. She was told that if she made a fuss, our petition to adopt could be denied. She pressed a bit more and learned that the story about the plane crash had been created to protect you. That kind of thing only happens if the birth parents were really bad people, reprehensible. The caseworker said she wanted to give you a fresh start, a bright future. She called it divine intervention, God’s work. That was enough for your mom.”

“What was the caseworker’s name?” I ask.

“I don’t recall,” Wess says. “It was decades ago.”

He scuffs a boot along the dirt. “Sylvie, if your mom thought that adopting you was somehow criminal or immoral? You know her. She wouldn’t have done it. The adoption went through very quickly. Both Hana and I, we felt fortunate for the chance. The idea that I couldn’t love another man’s child disappeared that first night as we sat making paper animals, your tiny face scrunched with determination. You were my daughter.”

Sylvie looks away, sniffs. “I understand. But I need to know where I came from.”

Wess demands, “Isn’t it enough that you’re a Young?”

“It matters. But—”

“But the fact that a journalist wants to write an article about you matters more? Sylvie, you don’t even know him. I got the impression from your agent that Thomas doesn’t have your best interests at heart.”

They’re talking like I’m not even here. But her dad is no fool.

Sylvie finally meets his gaze. “It’s not about him or his article. That’s what started things, but I’ve realized that I need to know. For me.”

Wess reaches into his back pocket and pulls out a tattered manila envelope, lumpy at one end. He holds it out to Sylvie. He was prepared for this; he knew his daughter would try to talk to him one last time.

“This is all you came with,” Wess says. “Your mom kept it in the bottom of her jewelry box all these years. I have no idea what’s inside.”

Sylvie clears her throat. “Thank you, Dad—”

He jerks the envelope out of reach before she can take it. “Think hard before you open it. You did come with problems. Big ones. I know that much. And the woman who brought you that day said your past was filled with darkness. Sylvie, whatever you escaped was ugly.”

A cold breeze blows through the orchard. Sylvie shivers. She holds up her left hand, the faded scar visible in the faint light. “Did I get this here?”

“No. You came with it. You must’ve been a lefty before it happened. Your mom worked hard to make your handwriting legible.” Wess holds out the envelope.