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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

“Sylvie asked me to.”

“Why?”

Lucas fiddles with his chunky stainless steel watch then meets my gaze. “Not sure. She keeps the personal stuff to herself these days.” He hesitates. “Can I ask you a question?”

“You can, but I’m not sure I’ll answer it.”

“Why didn’t you run the exposé? You had enough, and if you’d included everything you’d learned about her past, the cover-up and lies? It would’ve sold a lot of papers.”

I shift my backpack to the other shoulder. “It’s Sylvie’s story to tell. Can I ask you a question?”

“Shoot.”

“Why are you still her agent when you don’t believe she has a gift?”

“I believe in her, always have; that what she does helps people, gives desperately needed closure. When she walked out of her show in Portland, I was worried that she was done for good. We had to refund all the ticket holders and compensate the venue, but it was a small price to pay for Sylvie’s peace of mind. For a minute I thought she might fire me, but Sylvie knows that I’ll always have her back.” This time when Lucas smiles, it’s genuine. “Sylvie’s TV show comes out this spring. Done her way. We’re already filming. It’s fantastic. Will you watch?”

“Probably not,” I say. It would be too hard. Lucas holds out his hand. We shake. We’ll never see eye to eye, but we agree on one thing, protecting Sylvie. When he’s gone, I find my seat and dig a snow globe from my backpack. It was in the window display of a tiny jewelry shop on Sunset. At first the owner wouldn’t sell it, but eventually I convinced him. I might’ve used the word love.

Inside the snow globe stands a woman in the center of a wheat field. Golden stalks sway in an imaginary wind. When the globe is shaken, orange and red wildflowers swirl, catch in the long brown hair and the folds of a white dress. I don’t know if that woman waits for someone or has chosen to walk alone. I’ve written an address on the bottom of the globe, a restaurant a few blocks away. I have no idea if Sylvie will come after the show. Whatever she chooses, I hope she’s happy.

The lights go down. The audience’s excitement mutes to murmurs as they await the complex light show, inspirational symphony, and atmospheric smoke that start Sylvie’s show. Instead, a single spotlight appears on the stage.

Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome Sylvie . . .

Sylvie walks out, Moose at her side, the fuzzy bone he loves drooping from both sides of his mouth. The crowd ahhs when they see her, and then oohs at Moose, the adorable monster. I’ve never seen Sylvie wear anything on stage but a sleeveless black jumpsuit, but tonight she’s in a simple crème-colored short-sleeved turtleneck and jeans paired with the Converse sneaks she wore on the train. There’s little makeup besides a pale gloss on her lips. Gone is the sophisticated chignon. Her hair is swept into a low ponytail.