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Contents ( 109)
  1. CONTENTS
  2. ONE
  3. Sylvie
  4. TWO
  5. Sylvie
  6. THREE
  7. Thomas
  8. FOUR
  9. Sylvie
  10. FIVE
  11. Thomas
  12. SIX
  13. Sylvie
  14. SEVEN
  15. Thomas
  16. EIGHT
  17. Sylvie
  18. NINE
  19. Thomas
  20. TEN
  21. Sylvie
  22. ELEVEN
  23. Thomas
  24. TWELVE
  25. Sylvie
  26. THIRTEEN
  27. Thomas
  28. FOURTEEN
  29. Sylvie
  30. FIFTEEN
  31. Thomas
  32. SIXTEEN
  33. Sylvie
  34. SEVENTEEN
  35. Thomas
  36. EIGHTEEN
  37. Sylvie
  38. NINETEEN
  39. Sylvie
  40. TWENTY
  41. Thomas
  42. TWENTY-ONE
  43. Sylvie
  44. TWENTY-TWO
  45. Thomas
  46. TWENTY-THREE
  47. Sylvie
  48. TWENTY-FOUR
  49. Thomas
  50. TWENTY-FIVE
  51. Sylvie
  52. TWENTY-SIX
  53. Thomas
  54. TWENTY-SEVEN
  55. Sylvie
  56. TWENTY-EIGHT
  57. Thomas
  58. TWENTY-NINE
  59. Sylvie
  60. THIRTY
  61. Thomas
  62. THIRTY-ONE
  63. Sylvie
  64. THIRTY-TWO
  65. Thomas
  66. THIRTY-THREE
  67. Sylvie
  68. THIRTY-FOUR
  69. Thomas
  70. THIRTY-FIVE
  71. Sylvie
  72. THIRTY-SIX
  73. Thomas
  74. THIRTY-SEVEN
  75. Sylvie
  76. THIRTY-EIGHT
  77. Sylvie
  78. THIRTY-NINE
  79. Thomas
  80. FORTY
  81. Sylvie
  82. FORTY-ONE
  83. Sylvie
  84. FORTY-TWO
  85. Thomas
  86. FORTY-THREE
  87. Sylvie
  88. FORTY-FOUR
  89. Sylvie
  90. FORTY-FIVE
  91. Thomas
  92. FORTY-SIX
  93. Sylvie
  94. FORTY-SEVEN
  95. Sylvie
  96. FORTY-EIGHT
  97. Sylvie
  98. FORTY-NINE
  99. Thomas
  100. FIFTY
  101. Sylvie
  102. FIFTY-ONE
  103. Thomas
  104. FIFTY-TWO
  105. Sylvie
  106. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  107. QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
  108. connect online
  109. What’s next on your reading list?

Eve nods. “They died on impact.”

My nerves jitter as I fold my fingers over the pin, close my eyes, approach the red door, and unlock it . . . A metallic tang instantly floods my mouth and a spirit steps forward. “A male energy is here . . . Does the initial G or O mean anything to you?”

“My father’s name was Gordy,” Eve says.

“He’s showing me a wooden rocking horse with bright blue eyes.”

“Daddy was a cabinet maker. He carved that rocking horse for me. It was so tall, Mother was afraid I’d fall off, get concussed. He painted the glass eyes blue to match mine!”

I tug my earlobe. “Was he musical?”

“No, but he loved to listen to all kinds of music.”

“There’s an old-fashioned radio, curved on top, woven silver-and-black speakers with shiny knobs . . .” My adrenaline surges as I’m catapulted beyond this bridge. “He’s hitting the top of it with his hand, twisting the knobs, like he’s trying to get it to work, then pointing at you.” I open my eyes, glance from son to mother. Silence. “Eve?” Her lips press into a tight white line. “Thomas?”

“Mom broke her father’s radio the night Dad and Deacan died.”

“What was your dad’s name?” I ask him.

“Matthew.”

I silently call to Matthew through the open doorway. Nothing. I use what I know. He comes across the threshold fast, like he’s been waiting for the right invitation. A younger male spirit joins him. They show me a dark night–pounding rain–two pints of ice cream on the front seat of a car–a narrow bridge–bright headlights–a skid–crash–metal on metal–the car plunges–weightless–bone-jarring impact–hands fumble to unbuckle seat belts–open doors–break windows–water floods–boots kick–fingers scrabble–screams–Help me, Dad–I love you, Deacan–frigid water surges into mouths, nostrils–I can’t-breathe-can’t-breathe-can’t-breathe!

My heart thrashes. I gulp for air. Sweat tracks down my spine. Eve lied to Thomas all these years. “It took a while,” I say once my pulse has slowed. Eve’s chin trembles.

Thomas looks from his mother to me. “What are you talking about?”

I wait for Eve to explain. She twists her arthritic hands, looks away.

“Sylvie?” Thomas presses.

He deserves the truth. “Your dad and brother didn’t die when their car hit the water. They showed me . . . They both tried to get out but couldn’t open the doors or break any windows. It took time for the car to fill with water. They drowned.” The last thing your father heard was your brother begging for help. The last thing Deacan heard was your father saying he loved him.

“You’re wrong,” Thomas says, his tone dismissive. “They died on impact. Tell her, Mom.”

Eve sniffles, wipes her nose with a wadded Kleenex, stares at the sheet covering her bony legs like a child determined to avoid punishment.

Thomas repeats, “Tell Sylvie they died on impact.”

Eve flinches. “I . . . They didn’t.” She finally looks at Thomas, the corners of her mouth tugged down, eyes shiny. “According . . . according to the medical report, Matthew and Deacan didn’t have mortal injuries . . . other than drowning. You didn’t need to know that. No one should know that.”