Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Title page
- Dedication page
- A Week’s Work in Birmingham
- I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- II
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- III
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Acknowledgements
- Further Reading
- About the Author
- By the Same Author
Annie, as she grew older, thrived on teaching. She had a towering personality and was happy to boss and command even when a number of the village children were nearly twice her size. Margaret liked the company of children. She was gentler and more hesitant, but she did her part, with Bible stories and nature walks. She wondered whether she should be a missionary teacher. They grew up with the idea that they were supposed to be something and when God had decided what that was, He would deliver His message.
Their mother fell ill before the Christmas of 1898. The doctor called every day, treading softly as his patient lay on white pillows, the nightcap sliding from her greying hair as she twisted restlessly. Her lungs heaved and rattled. She took the girls’ hands and smiled at them, hardly able to speak.
When the pneumonia stopped her breath, it doused the family’s joyful flame for good.
Margaret was thirteen, Annie eleven. Their father became silent, forbidding. He employed a housekeeper, Alice Lamb, a straightforward woman from the congregation who, in her late forties, was grieving her own lack of husband and family. The minister’s children were never a substitute she could love as her own but she did her best at least to feed and clothe and pay attention to them.
William Hanson wrapped the Lord about him. But he seldom seemed to feel any joy. Margaret, sensing all his sorrow and being in awe of her father, tried to reach him by pleasing him.
‘Father – would you like a little walk down by the river?’ she might ask on a Saturday afternoon. ‘The air would do you good.’
She would walk with him, trying to get him to talk to her. He strode in his long black coat, head bowed, hands clasped behind his back. Sometimes he spoke about his calling as a youth, standing in a summer field and feeling the mantle of God falling upon him.
‘I knew,’ was all he would say. That kind of knowing would brook no argument. ‘I felt God’s presence and I knew I dared not refuse.’
She would ask him things – about the grandparents in Shropshire that they had never known, about the Bible. Things which would please and soothe him.
But as the years passed, he became more rigid. Graces at mealtimes grew longer; he could not bear the girls to wear bright colours and insisted they reduce their clothing to seemly grey and black and read only religious books on a Sunday. He became overbearing and flew into a rage at the slightest sign of anyone crossing him – as, increasingly, Annie did.