Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Title page
- Dedication page
- A Week’s Work in Birmingham
- I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- II
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- III
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Acknowledgements
- Further Reading
- About the Author
- By the Same Author
Margaret was distraught. That their father expected them to exist under the same roof as her attacker – the man who was supposed to love her – was too much to bear. Each night the girls pushed the chest of drawers across the door and lay uneasily, knowing that he was breathing yards away. He had not asked to see Margaret. There was no offer of an apology.
She still waited for her father to soften to her but there was no change in his granite-like manner, nor apology for his injustice towards her. Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds. Annie quoted Shakespeare to her. And the second night, Annie suggested writing to Uncle Eb and Aunt Hatt.
‘We’ve got to get away from here,’ she said. ‘If Father can’t admit that he has wronged you – wronged both of us – we shall have to show him.’
Margaret felt a mixture of awe and horror towards Annie for what she had done, but her clear sight was a help. She tried to cling to Annie’s reassurances that she had done no wrong. And during those days, in her pain, Margaret hardened her heart against both her father and Charles.
They had an answer from Birmingham by return of post and they were already packed when they told William Hanson where they were going.
‘I can’t stay here,’ Margaret told her father coldly. He was standing close to his desk, facing the window, hands clasped behind his back. ‘Not with that man here and with your blame. I do not think –’ here her voice trembled as she struggled not to weep – ‘that I have done anything wrong, but you have sided with him against your own flesh and blood. So long as he remains here, we shall not come home. And you must promise not to tell him where we are.’
‘Yes,’ her father said in a strained voice. ‘I shall not tell him.’ He still would not turn and look at her. She was speaking to his broad shoulders and he could not see the tears running down her cheeks. There was a long silence and she turned to go. As she was closing the door of his study she heard him say, ‘Best if you go. If you stay here, I’m afraid of what any of us might do.’
II
II
Twenty-Five
Twenty-Five
October 1904
Annie hurried through the steel-grey morning, head bowed against the rain. It had been blowing a gale all night and even now she had to hold her hat on, its brim already dripping. The pavements were giving off the dull sheen of water and the gutters were gurgling. Broken tiles crunched under her feet.
I can’t be late! She tore along the street. Just as she got to the gates of Masters, Hogg & Co., someone held the door for her and she dashed inside.