Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Title page
- Dedication page
- A Week’s Work in Birmingham
- I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- II
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- III
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Acknowledgements
- Further Reading
- About the Author
- By the Same Author
Lizzie held the candle up and in its light, Annie saw Ada lying amid the muddle of bedding, looking very small and alone. She leaned down to touch the little girl’s forehead, hoping she would wake so that she could see how she seemed and question her. With a shock, expecting feverishness, or at least warmth, she felt an unnatural coldness.
‘Oh, no.’ Frantic, Annie pulled back the covers. ‘Oh, Lord in heaven, no!’
‘What’s happened?’ Lizzie cried, almost throwing the candle down on to the chair. ‘Ada? Ada, babby, you got to wake up now.’ Her arms made helpless movements. ‘What’s up with ’er, Annie?’
Annie felt frantically for Ada’s wrist, hardly able to believe the child’s stillness, the cold desolation of that little body. She lay her head on the fragile chest, listening for the beat of her blood, but there was nothing, only a terrible silence. There was no rhythm of life left in her.
‘No . . .’ she could hear Lizzie saying over and over. ‘No – Annie, make ’er wake up. Ada – wake up, babby!’
She came and knelt on the bed and snatched Ada from Annie’s grasp, pulling her sister into her arms. ‘Ada!’ Sobs wrenching from her, she shook the little girl’s body. ‘You got to wake up now – Ada! Please, oh, please . . . You can’t . . .’
‘Lizzie, no, stop it!’ Annie grasped her shoulders. It was terrible to see her shaking the little girl. ‘Stop – Lizzie, please!’
At last Lizzie heard her. She held Ada pressed to her for a second, then, as if taking in that she was holding something dead, something foreign to her, she let her go, pushing her back on to the bed, and put her hands over her face, her shoulders shaking.
Annie reverently lay Ada’s body straight. She had ministered to the dead before, but this time she had a terrible feeling of unreality. Her hands trembling, she hesitated before covering the little girl’s face, as if it was the wrong thing to do, as if Ada might at any moment open her eyes. The only sound in the room was Lizzie’s quiet weeping.
There was no sheet and she chose the softest cover, a threadbare candlewick counterpane, and lay it softly over Ada as she lay there, still as stone. At last she stepped back, whispering the first words that came into her head.
‘The Lord bless thee, and keep thee: the Lord make His face to shine upon thee, and be gracious unto thee: the Lord lift up His countenance upon thee, and give thee peace.’
As she ended with an ‘Amen’, she heard Lizzie softly join in. Then Lizzie looked up at Annie, a terrible expression on her face, and said, ‘Who’s going to tell our mom?’
Twenty-Nine
Twenty-Nine