Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Title page
- Dedication page
- A Week’s Work in Birmingham
- I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- II
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- III
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Acknowledgements
- Further Reading
- About the Author
- By the Same Author
Margaret had lost any certainty she ever had. Even walking along the lane that summer, trying to regain strength in her legs, seemed a challenge. She felt a floating sense that everything in life was unsure; her own being – even God – and it frightened her. No other option had ever been shown to her than marriage or the missions and there seemed no one she could ask or with whom she could share her uncertainty and loneliness. She ached for her mother. The only things she could do, she decided, were to remain obedient and pray and all would be revealed to her.
That summer, one evening when the three of them were seated around the tea table, their father announced that an assistant was to join him to work beside him in the church.
‘His name is Charles Barber,’ William Hanson told them. Margaret could hear a tremor of suppressed emotion in his voice that startled her. ‘He is a young minister who has been working in Salford. But lately, he has been struggling.’
‘A crisis of faith?’ Annie asked, not beating about the bush.
‘Annie,’ her father said sternly. ‘When Mr Barber comes, you must be gentle with him.’
‘I will,’ Annie said, spreading butter energetically on her bread. ‘I only asked what was wrong.’
‘I believe it is something like that, yes,’ their father said austerely. He seemed uncomfortable discussing it. ‘So far as I have heard, he has been working very hard and is feeling the strain. They have sent him here for a quieter ministry for a time.’ He told them that a Mr and Mrs Davis, members of the congregation whose sons had now left home, and who lived nearby, had offered to let Charles Barber lodge with them.
‘He will be arriving this weekend,’ William Hanson said. ‘And I know you will do all you can to care for him and make him welcome.’
Nine
Nine
August 1904
Annie was downstairs by seven the next morning. Her whole body felt electric with nervous excitement. Her job started today – she was to be a worker in God’s vineyard, an explorer of social conditions like Dr Barnardo and Mr Rowntree. It felt as though her real life was beginning at last!
Uncle Eb had been up a good while, busy with the furnace in the cellar under the workshop, preparing the gold for working. His clothes gave off an acrid whiff of smoke and chemicals.
‘So,’ he said as they all stood crowded into the kitchen which smelt of the porridge bubbling gently on the range. ‘Off to work for Messrs Masters and Hogg then, eh? Very wealthy men of the city, those two. Very fine house that Mr Masters has, out towards Worcester, I believe – comes into the works in a top hat in his own carriage. And I believe Mr Hogg has got a fine collection of paintings in his country mansion.’