Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Title page
- Dedication page
- A Week’s Work in Birmingham
- I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- II
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- III
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Acknowledgements
- Further Reading
- About the Author
- By the Same Author
‘Peace? Well – you are the person who can perhaps explain why we needed to make peace in the first place. You were a sick woman when I first met your family,’ Charles said. His voice was dry, objective. ‘I was kind to you, always, so far as I remember. I would have said I did you a lot of good. But you always had a vivid imagination – fed by too much time alone, pretending to be an invalid, I should imagine . . .’
Pretending? She gasped. ‘I was not . . .’ she whispered.
But she could see it was no good pleading with him. She sank to her knees behind the door, oblivious to the hard floor, the horror of the situation seeping through her.
She heard his footsteps moving away, into the back room. What was he telling his grandmother? Because she knew now that the old lady was not to blame, had nothing to do with this, odd as she was. And that Charles, the charming, vulnerable man to whom she had given her hungry young heart, was two people – the outward man of charm, and this calculating, soulless man of steel. And she, with all good intent, had placed herself in his hands.
Overwhelmed by her own foolishness, at having been so taken in, she bent over, curling up, weeping in the darkness.
It was very cold. The only remedy she could see were the damp coats and she pulled them around her, repelled by the thought of wearing any garment of Charles’s. But I’ll use it if I must, she thought savagely. I’ll use it to keep warm, if it serves.
She felt her way round the room, wondering if there was any way she might light the place. There was a dim glow now from a lamp along the street. As a distraction from the sick rage and dread that crouched in her, she moved slowly about the room by feel. A firm armchair, leather upholstery by the feel of it. Another the same, the other side of the fireplace. There seemed to be very little in the room. Elsie Barber had moved anything she needed for her comfort into the back. There was some sort of rug by the hearth.
Groping round the fireplace, her fingers searched for a candle, for matches – matches especially. There must be a gas mantle somewhere in the room . . . But nothing in the way of a matchbox came to meet her questing hands. All she could feel was an empty coal scuttle and the wiry hairs of a hearth brush. She wondered whether the coal scuttle might be heavy enough to break the window, but when she lifted it she found it was a light, tinny thing.