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Chapters (75)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Le Rocher Map
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. CHAPTER 36
  41. CHAPTER 37
  42. CHAPTER 38
  43. CHAPTER 39
  44. CHAPTER 40
  45. CHAPTER 41
  46. CHAPTER 42
  47. CHAPTER 43
  48. CHAPTER 44
  49. CHAPTER 45
  50. CHAPTER 46
  51. CHAPTER 47
  52. CHAPTER 48
  53. CHAPTER 49
  54. CHAPTER 50
  55. CHAPTER 51
  56. CHAPTER 52
  57. CHAPTER 53
  58. CHAPTER 54
  59. CHAPTER 55
  60. CHAPTER 56
  61. CHAPTER 57
  62. CHAPTER 58
  63. CHAPTER 59
  64. CHAPTER 60
  65. CHAPTER 61
  66. CHAPTER 62
  67. CHAPTER 63
  68. CHAPTER 64
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  71. Excerpt from THE SWELL
  72. CHAPTER 1
  73. CHAPTER 2
  74. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  75. What’s next onyour reading list?

I follow her into the kitchen, where a rich and meaty smell hangs in the air, and realize I am hungry. My skin is slick with sweat. The windows are open, the back door too, but the draft coming through the flyscreen is as warm as the air in the room, and the ceiling fan only circulates the heat.

Mikki fans her face as she stirs the pan on the stove. Now that she’s got over her shock, she seems happy to see me, but you never can tell with Mikki. She comes from a culture of politeness before all else. I, on the other hand, have one of those faces that shows every emotion so I keep my gaze firmly on the surroundings.

Dishes are piled high in the sink; ants crawl over the worksurface. Strange. Mikki’s a neat-freak—used to be, anyway—and the place I shared with her in Cornwall was always spotless. She sees me looking and squashes ants with her finger.

My head throbs with a mixture of dehydration, tiredness, and jetlag. “Can I have some water?”

She fills a glass from the water dispenser on the fridge. I slosh ice water over my fingers and T-shirt in my hurry to get it to my mouth, but it feels so good I’m tempted to pour the whole lot over me.

Mikki mops her brow. She looks leaner and stronger than I’ve ever seen her, even when she was competing. Below her denim cut-offs, her feet are bare, nails glossy with black polish.

“You look amazing,” I say.

“Thanks. So do you.”

“Don’t lie. Especially after that flight. No wonder you don’t want to come back to the UK. Who’d want to experience that flight again?” I’m trying my hardest to shift the tension, but it’s still there.

“Your hair.” She reaches out to touch it. “It’s so—”

“Boring?” Since we met in the last year of primary school, my hair has been every color of the rainbow except its natural mousy brown.

She laughs. “I was going to say normal.”

I laugh too, even though “normal” is probably not a compliment in her book—or mine.

Mikki spoons casserole onto plates. As she sets them on the breakfast bar, I spot the tattoo on the inside of her wrist. “What is that?” I say.

She glances at it like it’s no big deal.

We talked about tattoos before I got mine—a bird in flight that she designed for me, on my shoulder blade—and I told her she should get one.

“No way,” she’d told me. “My parents would kill me. A lot of Japanese people think tattoos are dirty. You can’t go in a gym or public swimming pool if you have them.”

“Still?”

“Yeah. Or you have to cover them. Many companies won’t employ you if you have tattoos. It’s not good for their image.”