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Chapters (75)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Le Rocher Map
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. CHAPTER 36
  41. CHAPTER 37
  42. CHAPTER 38
  43. CHAPTER 39
  44. CHAPTER 40
  45. CHAPTER 41
  46. CHAPTER 42
  47. CHAPTER 43
  48. CHAPTER 44
  49. CHAPTER 45
  50. CHAPTER 46
  51. CHAPTER 47
  52. CHAPTER 48
  53. CHAPTER 49
  54. CHAPTER 50
  55. CHAPTER 51
  56. CHAPTER 52
  57. CHAPTER 53
  58. CHAPTER 54
  59. CHAPTER 55
  60. CHAPTER 56
  61. CHAPTER 57
  62. CHAPTER 58
  63. CHAPTER 59
  64. CHAPTER 60
  65. CHAPTER 61
  66. CHAPTER 62
  67. CHAPTER 63
  68. CHAPTER 64
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  71. Excerpt from THE SWELL
  72. CHAPTER 1
  73. CHAPTER 2
  74. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  75. What’s next onyour reading list?

A briefcase bashes my calf. I spot the clock on the wall. Half past five: the evening rush hour. The realization makes my brain hurt. I can never sleep on planes. I’ve been awake for two whole days.

“Have you ever lost someone you love?” the woman asks.

I turn back to her. Because I have. Lost someone.

“She was backpacking here.” The woman nods at my bags. “Like you.”

I’m not backpacking, I want to tell her, but she doesn’t give me a chance.

“They’re in a foreign country and they don’t know anyone. If they disappear, it’s days before anyone notices. They’re easy targets.”

With the final word, her voice cracks. She lowers her head, shoulders shaking. I drape my arms awkwardly around her. My palms are damp; I don’t want to ruin her blouse. I need to get going, but I haven’t got the heart to leave her like this. Should I take her somewhere—buy her a cup of tea? But I want to get to Mikki’s place before it gets dark. I’ll give her a minute and hope she cries herself out.

Office workers file past. The women seem better groomed than their British counterparts: all glossy hair and tanned legs in heels and short skirts. The men wear their shirts with the sleeves rolled up and top two buttons undone, suit jackets slung over their shoulders, ties nowhere in sight.

Sweat pools under my armpits. This sticky humidity, Mikki always moaned about it: Nearly as bad as Japan. It’s March, the Australian autumn, and I hadn’t expected it to be this hot.

I watch the touts handing out flyers. The Thai restaurant guy offers a flyer to anyone who’ll take one but the others seem to be targeting backpackers. With their oversized backpacks and milk-white or sunburnt limbs, they stand out a mile. Easy targets.

Elke’s mother sniffs. “Sorry.” She hunts through her handbag and pulls out tissues.

“No problem,” I say. “Are you okay?”

She dabs her eyes, sheepish now. “I let you go. But you be careful, yes?”

“I will. And don’t worry about me. I’m not a backpacker. I’m here to visit a friend. She’s getting married.”

“Oh, my apologies. She’ll be expecting you.”

“Yes,” I say.

She isn’t, though.

CHAPTER 2

KENNA

“I’m going to kill you!” Mikki says.

I stand on her doorstep, hunched under the weight of my backpack. “I knew you’d be mad.”

Freckles pepper Mikki’s cheeks and forehead. Her long hair, previously glossy and black, is matted and burned brown by the Australian sun. The flowering tree beside her front door scents the night air with an exotic smell, highlighting the fact that I’m on the other side of the world.