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Chapters (75)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Le Rocher Map
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. CHAPTER 36
  41. CHAPTER 37
  42. CHAPTER 38
  43. CHAPTER 39
  44. CHAPTER 40
  45. CHAPTER 41
  46. CHAPTER 42
  47. CHAPTER 43
  48. CHAPTER 44
  49. CHAPTER 45
  50. CHAPTER 46
  51. CHAPTER 47
  52. CHAPTER 48
  53. CHAPTER 49
  54. CHAPTER 50
  55. CHAPTER 51
  56. CHAPTER 52
  57. CHAPTER 53
  58. CHAPTER 54
  59. CHAPTER 55
  60. CHAPTER 56
  61. CHAPTER 57
  62. CHAPTER 58
  63. CHAPTER 59
  64. CHAPTER 60
  65. CHAPTER 61
  66. CHAPTER 62
  67. CHAPTER 63
  68. CHAPTER 64
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  71. Excerpt from THE SWELL
  72. CHAPTER 1
  73. CHAPTER 2
  74. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  75. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Wait.” Curtis strides in, checking the wardrobe and bathroom. “All clear.”

“Thanks,” I say sheepishly.

He studies me for a moment, and maybe he picks up on my fear, because his gaze softens. “First thing tomorrow, we’ll be out of here. Bang on the wall if you need anything.”

I lock the door behind him. All senses still on alert, I look around, but everything seems just as it was when I left it.

Relax, Milla. Nobody can get in.

With that axe, someone could presumably hack through the door, but at least I’d hear them. Then what? Shout for help?

What if nobody came?

I glance at the tiny window. In a worst-case scenario, I could probably smash the glass by throwing something at it and escape that way. Somehow. Bad leg dragging behind me. Is it big enough? I pull back the curtains. And almost scream.

Written across the fogged-up pane are three words: I MISS YOU.

My skin crawls. It’s not her. It can’t be her.

I stare at the message. It’s written in capitals like the secrets in the Icebreaker and the GUILTY on Heather’s mirror. Brent came along the corridor not long ago. It might have been him. I hope it’s him. I have to know. Steeling myself to go back out, I sweep my door open and check the corridor.

Brent opens his door, brandy bottle in hand.

“Did you write on my window?” I say.

He blinks. “What?”

I limp inside and the door clicks shut behind us. “Someone wrote I miss you.”

“It wasn’t me.”

The air rushes out of me. It can’t be her. She wouldn’t miss me.

Not after what I did.

Brent’s staring at me. “You think it’s Saskia.”

“I don’t know.”

His expression hardens. “Do you miss her?”

Guilt floods me. “Brent . . .” I know exactly what he’s talking about.

He slugs more brandy. “Night, Milla.”

We don’t hug; we’re beyond that now. I just limp out. Our relationship is damaged beyond repair. I damaged it. Damaged him.

Back in my room, I scrub the writing off the window. Someone—either Saskia herself or someone else—is slipping ghostlike around this building. The catch on the door doesn’t seem enough anymore. I search for something I can jam underneath it, just in case. My tube of sunscreen is the best I can manage.

Brent’s voice rings through my head as I lie in my cold, narrow bunk. You’re breaking up with me because I care?

He’s a sweet guy—who was barely an adult back then—and he did nothing wrong. Saskia was right—I used him. Snowboarding does something to me. It turns me into this demon who doesn’t care about anyone else. I saw that today out on the glacier, when I was more bothered about my backflip than looking for Heather.