Back Raphael, Painter in Rome: a Novel
Chapters (75)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Half-Title Page
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright Page
  5. Dedication
  6. Prologue
  7. Chapter I
  8. Chapter II
  9. Chapter III
  10. Chapter IV
  11. Chapter V
  12. Chapter VI
  13. Chapter VII
  14. Chapter VIII
  15. Chapter IX
  16. Chapter X
  17. Chapter XI
  18. Chapter XII
  19. Chapter XIII
  20. Chapter XIV
  21. Chapter XV
  22. Chapter XVI
  23. Chapter XVII
  24. Chapter XVIII
  25. Chapter XIX
  26. Chapter XX
  27. Chapter XXI
  28. Chapter XXII
  29. Chapter XXIII
  30. Chapter XXIV
  31. Chapter XXV
  32. Chapter XXVI
  33. Chapter XXVII
  34. Chapter XXVIII
  35. Chapter XXIX
  36. Chapter XXX
  37. Chapter XXXI
  38. Chapter XXXII
  39. Chapter XXXIII
  40. Chapter XXXIV
  41. Chapter XXXV
  42. Chapter XXXVI
  43. Chapter XXXVII
  44. Chapter XXXVIII
  45. Chapter XXXIX
  46. Chapter XL
  47. Chapter XLI
  48. Chapter XLII
  49. Chapter XLIII
  50. Chapter XLIV
  51. Chapter XLV
  52. Chapter XLVI
  53. Chapter XLVII
  54. Chapter XLVIII
  55. Chapter XLIX
  56. Chapter L
  57. Chapter LI
  58. Chapter LII
  59. Chapter LIII
  60. Chapter LIV
  61. Chapter LV
  62. Chapter LVI
  63. Chapter LVII
  64. Chapter LVIII
  65. Chapter LIX
  66. Chapter LX
  67. Chapter LXI
  68. Chapter LXII
  69. Chapter LXIII
  70. Chapter LXIV
  71. Epilogue
  72. Coda
  73. Note
  74. Acknowledgments
  75. About the Author

Proof was that woman trying to wrench my sketchbook from my hands, as flames wrapped around that Botticelli portrait. I was running out of time to save it, so I looked up at the woman and offered my best smile—the crooked one where only one of my dimples shows—and said, “These are devotional images, my lady. Madonnas, mainly.”

“Madonnas?” Several men crowded around. I felt like I was standing in the bottom of a well with walls made of strange followers of that madman friar.

“What else would a boy draw?” I pulled out my sketchbook and riffled through the pages. I was telling the truth—sort of. It was a book of Madonnas—mostly. I stopped where I knew there were several pretty Madonnas in a row. “Nothing but drawings of the most perfect woman in the world.”

“And nudes!” that woman cried, pulling a page out of the back.

The drawing was a study of the pagan Greek goddess Aphrodite, not exactly proper subject matter for such a religious gathering. “That’s how you draw a Madonna,” I said, backing into a thick man blocking my escape. “You draw the natural body first and add clothes later.”

“One way or another, those drawings are going in.” The woman grabbed my neck and pushed me toward the fire.

If she made me burn my sketchbook, could I re-create the drawings inside? No. A drawing doesn’t only capture a scene, but a particular moment in an artist’s career, and that moment is always changing. As Leonardo said, it’s like stepping into a river as the water rushes by; it’s never the same river twice. (All right, yes, Leonardo was paraphrasing Heraclitus, but so what if I prefer to credit the master from Vinci over a notoriously malcontent Greek?)

I glanced toward the Botticelli—where is it? There. A glimmer of her pale face. I could still save it, but how many people were ahead of me in that line, waiting to throw their belongings into the flames? Fifteen, twenty? Why was the line moving so slowly? And why was the fire burning so hot? Smoke seeped into my nose and mouth. My eyes started to sting.

At the sight of tears on a boy’s cheek, the woman softened. “Where are your parents?”

I turned my large, round eyes up—I knew that they would reflect the fire quite dramatically—and sighed. “Both gone into the great sea, signora.”

“Why . . .” Her eyes filled with tears. “You don’t have anyone to show you better.”

I shook my head.

She took my face in her hands and said, “Give your sinful things to God. Only then will He will save you—save us all—in a sea of miracles.” Her face shone bright with faith. Those tears in her eyes were tears of hope. I felt sorry for her.