Contents (102)
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Acknowledgements
I opened the front door, calling out to see if anyone was home, but there was no response. Dropping my bag by the door, I kicked off my sneakers, headed for the kitchen, and poured myself a glass of water from the tap. My English teacher continued down the hallway to the washroom. He was familiar with the house, due to his many evenings here with my father.
I hopped up onto the counter, swinging my legs as I sipped the icy water. Our water supply came from the well that my father had dug, and it tasted like nothing else: clean, crisp, untainted, and brutally cold. I heard the toilet flush and the door close, and my teacher’s steps as he made his way toward the kitchen.
“Want a glass?” I asked from my perch on the counter.
“Sure, I’ll get it.” He grabbed a cup from the cupboard, where all our dishes were on display behind a glass window. He allowed the faucet to run for a few seconds before filling his glass. “What have you been reading lately?”
“I just started Lolita.”
“Ah yes, ‘light of my life, fire of my loins.’” He paused, waiting for a reaction, and when I gave none, he continued, “The entire book reads like a beautiful melody. You’re going to love it.”
“Cool.” I brought my glass to my mouth and took a sip, then I licked the excess moisture from my lips.
“I’ve never seen your book collection.” He was standing too close to me, leaning against the counter. My body tensed in an attempt to draw it away from him. He glanced at the door. “Why don’t you show me what you have, and I can lend you some stuff that I think you’d like?”
Excited by the opportunity to move, I quickly replied, “They’re upstairs in my room.”
“Lead the way.” He half-bowed and gestured toward the door, which made me chuckle.
“Thank you, my liege.”
My English teacher followed me up the stairs, down to the end of the hall and into my bedroom. It was immaculate, as it always was, everything in its proper place; a perfect palace of symmetry.
“I knew you were a neat freak,” my English teacher teased. “I could just tell by your handwriting.”
“It helps keep my mind calm,” I explained, and pointed at the wall. “There they are.” My father had built me that bookcase when I was eleven. Once it was mounted on the wall, I had carefully arranged my books by size and colour.
My English teacher brought himself close to the bookcase and, tilting his head to the side, walked slowly forward, reading each spine. He fingered a copy of something by Irvine Welsh and delicately pulled it from its place, leaving a hole behind. “You’re allowed to read this? He’s absolutely filthy.”
“Yeah, my parents don’t really monitor what I read.” I sat on the bed and crossed my legs.
My English teacher opened the book to a random page and began reading out loud as he moved toward me, sitting so close that our outer thighs were pressed together.