Contents (102)
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Acknowledgements
I noticed fat pouches ripple along Samuel’s thick neck as he turned to exit the room. I wanted to pinch them until he screamed.
“We won’t be long,” my mother called.
Annabelle, who had been sitting mutely, leaned in and whispered in my ear, “Grace, I’m scared.”
Two guys remained, sitting on the couch across the coffee table: one fat, one thin. They both had patchy beards. I can only assume this was because they were too lazy to shave.
“So, you guys are Jayde’s daughters, right?”
I narrowed my eyes in their direction, trying to discern which one had spoken. The guy spoke again, “Which one of you is Grace, and which one is Annabelle?” It was the skinny one. Despite his scrawniness, his voice was deep and carried well, like a man who had been performing on stage his entire life.
“Yeah,” I replied. “I’m Grace. This is Annabelle.”
He squinted at us. “How old are you guys—like, eighteen?”
“I’m seventeen.” I pointed at Annabelle. “And she’s thirteen.”
“Holy shit.” His eyes widened as his eyebrows shot up.
“It’s fine, people assume we’re older all the time.” I glanced at Annabelle. “We’re pretty mature. I suppose you have to be when your mother is like that, you know?”
The fat one, who was clutching the bong, snickered as he leaned forward and grabbed a pinch of weed. He sprinkled it into the bowl and motioned toward me. “Want a hit?”
“I think I’m good.” I shifted toward my sister, who was becoming increasingly uncomfortable. “It already feels inappropriate enough here without us smoking weed with some twentysomething strangers.”
The skinny guy and the fat guy laughed in unison. “Suit yourself.”
The fat one took a hit, coughing loudly for what seemed like a long time. I started to wonder if he was going to hack up a lung in front of my petrified sister.
When he recovered, he ran his fingers through his wiry beard, sinking deeper into the sofa. “You know she’s fucking Samuel, right?”
“What?”
He shrugged. “You’re going to find out sooner or later. I figured I’d be the first to tell you.”
My eyes clouded over, sticky from the smoke. I blinked rapidly but could still barely see. “What the fuck is wrong with you?” I realized my fists were clenched; releasing them, I grabbed Annabelle’s hand and floundered for the door.
As we surfaced, the freezing night air stung my overheated cheeks and filled my lungs. I coughed, its fresh crispness shocking my system.
We sat down on the curb. I was still clutching my sister’s hand; it was clammy, so I let it fall, rubbing my palms along my pants to dry the sweat.
The streets were lined with cars, likely left behind by people in a drunken stupor headed downtown. Flecks of snow casually fell from the sky, collecting on Annabelle’s black hair. She started to shiver, our coats remained inside. I unbuttoned my cardigan and peeled it off, wrapping it around her shoulders. When she turned her face toward me, smiling in appreciation, I noticed a speckling of snowflakes had landed on her eyelashes, and as she blinked, they glittered under the street lamps.