Contents (102)
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Acknowledgements
“I can’t,” I said, tugging at my hair as I paced the small space of his attic room. “I can’t sleep here.”
Jack propped himself up on his elbow, rubbing his eyes. “Why? What’s wrong?”
“The sheets.” I continued to pace. “And the crumbs.”
Jack laughed. “The crumbs?”
“Don’t laugh at me,” I whined. “I can’t handle it. First the sheets, then the crumbs.” I flicked on the light, and Jack shielded his eyes. I pointed. “And your toenail.”
Jack was smirking, his pupils constricted, adjusting to the light. “My toenail?”
“Your toenail,” I repeated. I felt weak even recounting the incident, but we were both smiling.
Jack pushed the covers off, pausing momentarily in a seated position over the edge of the mattress, and stretched. He then began to pull on his pants that had been in a pile on the floor.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“Come on, Princess and the Pea.” He was on his feet, hugging me to his bare chest. I let my cheek press against his skin. I didn’t cringe. “Let’s go to your place.”
Chapter 10
“Father.” The word shakily escaped me as I stood in the doorway of my parents’ room. “There’s a little girl in my room.”
It was the middle of the night and I had woken with a chill. I opened my eyes to find a little girl, translucent and barely there, adorned in white, sitting at the edge of my bed. Her hair was chestnut brown, twisted into two braids, each tied with a ribbon.
Startled by the sight, I curled myself into a seating position. I blinked ferociously, rubbing my eyes with the backs of my hands.
“Who are you?” I whispered.
“I’m Charlotte,” the girl replied.
I clutched the corners of my blanket, yanking them over my head. “Go away.”
When I uncovered my head, she was gone. I switched on my lamp. An immediate and harsh light illuminated my lavender room. I hopped up and ran down the hallway to my parents’ bedroom.
I knew who she was.
Our neighbour, Mr. Butler, had come to visit one day. We were sitting together on the front lawn, and when my mother went inside to pour him a glass of lemonade, he’d told me the story of the family who’d lived in our house before us.
“Their daughter died of leukemia when she was around your age,” he explained, sitting in a deteriorating wooden chair. He was the oldest man I had ever seen. He wore his beige pleated trousers high above his hips, and a baseball cap loosely perched on top of his head.
“What’s leukemia?” I asked, stumbling over the word.
“It’s a disease. A bad one.” He adjusted his thick glasses, his eyes shrunken beneath them.
I was squinting from the sun. The smell of fresh-cut grass wafted through the breeze as I listened to the faint noise of a lawnmower in the distance.
“About a year later, the girl’s mother was standing in the doorway and a gust of wind took her.” Mr. Butler’s hand flew through the air. “She fell and bashed her head on a rock.”