Contents (102)
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Acknowledgements
“Why did you scream?” I noticed a small slice on my thumb from the broken glass. Blood trickled from the wound so I placed my finger in my mouth to soothe it, comforted by the warm, metallic taste.
“I didn’t scream.” Jack peered at me, his eyebrows moving together, two indents forming at each brow’s edge.
I glanced around the room, noticing a mound of dead houseflies and sowbugs in the corner.
“You okay?” he asked, taking my hand and examining it.
I sat down next to him, feeling increasingly unsteady. “I’m fine.”
“You’re shaking.” He pulled my thumb toward his mouth and wrapped his lips around the gash.
I stared at him blankly.
Letting my hand drop, he moved to hold my face, kissing me gently. I could taste blood again.
I lay back, overwhelmed, my stomach clenched into a ball of tightly knotted parts.
Standing above me, he pulled my tights and panties off. I couldn’t move.
He ran his fingers up my dress as the walls and slatted ceiling blended. He undid his belt and removed his pants, stepping out of them one leg at a time.
I lay immobilized.
Grabbing my legs and pulling me to the edge of the bed, he spread my knees apart with his and thrust himself inside me. A sharp, immediate pain shot through my body. I recoiled, but there was nowhere for me to go.
I opened my eyes and looked up. It wasn’t Jack. My mouth snapped open and a scream erupted as I shoved him off.
He hit the wall with a thud.
“What the hell?” he snapped, pinning me with an angry look.
I was released. I shot up and grabbed my clothes, heading for the door. “We need to get the fuck out of here.”
Chapter 15
Annabelle had always been an anxious child. With her long black, whip-straight hair and fair, unblemished skin, she reminded me of the porcelain doll that sat on my grandmother’s shelf. The one we were never allowed to play with. When she learned to talk, she began regularly having panic attacks.
Annabelle and I shared a room until we were teenagers. At first, we had a queen-sized bed, but later, having decided it was time for us to be big girls, our parents bought us each our own twin bed. The nighttime was the worst of all, and after the lights were shut off, Annabelle would make me promise she wasn’t going to die in her sleep. I’d make the promise, despite my reluctance. I knew I could never be an authority on the matter. But I always got up and pushed our beds together so she would be less afraid.
One afternoon, William and I were playing with his Batman and Robin action figures in the living room. He had carefully removed them from their packaging, to which they were always returned, resealed, and stacked neatly in his dresser drawer. It was tranquil and glittery outside, and light shone through the lace curtains onto the carpet in a kaleidoscopic pattern.