Chapters (47)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Note to Reader
- Dedication
- Man at His Bath
- My Hair Is My Thing
- The Suggested Face for Sorry
- Lying Is Getting
- Five by Seven
- California
- A Space to Train and Exit
- Magpie
- Tea
- Have at It
- Tomatoes Ten Ways
- They Said It Couldn’t Be Done
- It for Me
- Sunshower
- Green
- Totally under the Water
- Long Wedding
- The Greatest Two Minutes in Sports
- You Missed a Spot
- Weekend
- Stoop
- Flowers Would Have Killed You
- The Lone Acceptable Application of Daylight
- Say It to My Face
- Good Share
- It Used to Be We Had to Go to War
- During the Strife, My Sisters
- And Also with You
- Good Description
- The Beach
- Don’t Spend It All in One Place
- Other Things, If Not More Urgent Things
- Some Toxin
- Fake Sick
- Home, Followed by Tall Buildings
- And Stay Out
- Ohio on TV
- Fifty
- Pennsylvania
- About the Author
- Also by Natalie Shapero
- Acknowledgments
- Special Thanks
couples. The quality of cloud in one locale
or another, solace of the contrail
noon—who cares? Why even
look up, when all we’ll see is people
looking down? Their grapefruit juice
on the balcony. Their news. Their delight
at the sight of us. We entertain them.
We kiss and spit and strike. We’re always
changing. They like it when
we fight: I’LL KNOCK THE LIVING—
Say It to My Face
Say It to My Face
In this age of nostalgia, all I really have
is how, speeding by the salt-bitten building
where I used to live, I don’t point it out.
What a lowly source of pride—the refusal
to inflict on one’s carpool companions
a past address. LOOK AT ME, NOT MAKING
IT ABOUT ME. But what would anyone
have to say, except OH? They never
were there. They don’t know the insolent
kitchen. They can’t still smell the skewers
in the foil tin, or the stink of shots
at a late hour, when guests had mostly gone.
That must have been J’s fortieth.
Or maybe the vigil for T? This is why
we shouldn’t have occasions. Same crowd,
same food, same room—it runs together.
A scene in my mind seems buoyant, and then
I realize. But even worse is the other
way around. Why is it that any time I halfascend
this heap of pain, I get cut down?
Good Share
Good Share
An airport—like a hog farm,
like a landfill, like a graveyard—
has to go somewhere. An airport
has to go somewhere, so
why not here? I nominate you
and you and me to roil
in our respective beds while planes
fly so low overhead we can tell
what makes they are. The yowl
of the Airbus, the Boeing’s
Gregorian roar. At least they drown
out the rest of this inexcusably human
night: longneck bottle greeting
the side of a passing car,
strange chanting, fistfight too close
to the tracks, the neighbors
with their nonstop innovation
in the arena of sex-offender-registry
drinking games. View the mug shot,
guess the offense, drink a shot if
you’re wrong. Eleven men in ten
locations: guess which two guys
split a duplex. Drink a shot
if you’re wrong. Plug in the ocean
in order to find out if anyone’s
currently in the ocean and if
we, consequently, should avoid it.
Do you think we should avoid it?
Drink a shot if you’re
wrong. Drink while you can,
because I heard from a dead guy
there’s no alcohol in Heaven.
I also heard no alcohol
on Earth. If you’re drinking right
now, buddy, you’re in Hell.
It Used to Be We Had to Go to War
It Used to Be We Had to Go to War
just to make enough dead men
to give up to God. Then God stopped
caring for sacrifice, but you know