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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Note to Reader
  4. Dedication
  5. Man at His Bath
  6. My Hair Is My Thing
  7. The Suggested Face for Sorry
  8. Lying Is Getting
  9. Five by Seven
  10. California
  11. A Space to Train and Exit
  12. Magpie
  13. Tea
  14. Have at It
  15. Tomatoes Ten Ways
  16. They Said It Couldn’t Be Done
  17. It for Me
  18. Sunshower
  19. Green
  20. Totally under the Water
  21. Long Wedding
  22. The Greatest Two Minutes in Sports
  23. You Missed a Spot
  24. Weekend
  25. Stoop
  26. Flowers Would Have Killed You
  27. The Lone Acceptable Application of Daylight
  28. Say It to My Face
  29. Good Share
  30. It Used to Be We Had to Go to War
  31. During the Strife, My Sisters
  32. And Also with You
  33. Good Description
  34. The Beach
  35. Don’t Spend It All in One Place
  36. Other Things, If Not More Urgent Things
  37. Some Toxin
  38. Fake Sick
  39. Home, Followed by Tall Buildings
  40. And Stay Out
  41. Ohio on TV
  42. Fifty
  43. Pennsylvania
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Natalie Shapero
  46. Acknowledgments
  47. Special Thanks

how it is with old habits. The scientist,

hauled to the Capitol to justify

his new particle lab, finally spit out

CONGRESSMAN, IT HAS NOTHING

TO DO WITH DEFENDING

OUR COUNTRY, EXCEPT TO MAKE

OUR COUNTRY WORTH DEFENDING.

Yes, it is our duty, here on the home

front, to ensure there is always

a new thing to kill and die for.

A heartier engine, a stickier resin,

a toothier starlet, a stonier statue,

a seamier alley in which you and I

might meet. A livelier, more festive

substitute for party balloons. Consider

ditching the Mylar and replacing

with paper bunting, replacing with

ivy or drumming or the smell

of something burning. Consider

replacing with high-end

angular haircuts. Consider replacing

with invitees being waited on

by serfs. Consider replacing with

colorful yet orderly mass

suicide—just make it enough

of a regular thing, and the children

won’t know what they’ve missed.

During the Strife, My Sisters

During the Strife, My Sisters

began to stage an old play

about how women, by holding back sex,

could force the armistice

THE ONLY WEAPON WE HAVE—

and others of my sisters,

infuriated, stormed the stage in protest

singing how can you announce this is all

we are

receptacles

when women are out there mapping

the marshland, scrambling

the phone lines, bombs in our pockets,

rushing the roadblock

THE ONLY WEAPON WE HAVE—

sisters, can’t we meet here in the middle

fuck them all, bear their sons

then spirit the babies into the woods,

leave them to waste in the bramble

and then we walk away spitting and grinding

our boots in the mud and tracking

it everywhere

And Also with You

And Also with You

The comet taught us how to watch the war.

The comet contended that fire

is romantic and recommended we each behold it alone,

envisioning out there somewhere our next

lover, craning up at this same sky.

Was the comet simply endeavoring

to keep us divided, we asked it, and the comet

did not reply. Then we discovered the men

who wanted us dead

were convening at night on the site where their hero

had been unceremoniously

interred. And so we exhumed the guy, burned him up,

and fed his ash to the rapids,

to be churned into marlstone and mud-rich

air. Good thinking. Now he’s everywhere.

Good Description

Good Description

Lord I am such a narcissist—I couldn’t

even give a good

description, having been thinking only

of myself and what

in my body was breaking and how unmendable

the break, thinking only of

myself and with what archaic charge

was I complying, crying over and over NO,

as though to reduce confusion

as to whether I’d given permission,

when nobody, for that, would give

permission—I mean only

a true narcissist would expect to be faithfully

obeyed, and Lord I

am such a narcissist—I think I am so

charming, so kittenish and cultured,

uproarious at parties,

enlivening conversations with my extensive