Chapters (47)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Note to Reader
- Dedication
- Man at His Bath
- My Hair Is My Thing
- The Suggested Face for Sorry
- Lying Is Getting
- Five by Seven
- California
- A Space to Train and Exit
- Magpie
- Tea
- Have at It
- Tomatoes Ten Ways
- They Said It Couldn’t Be Done
- It for Me
- Sunshower
- Green
- Totally under the Water
- Long Wedding
- The Greatest Two Minutes in Sports
- You Missed a Spot
- Weekend
- Stoop
- Flowers Would Have Killed You
- The Lone Acceptable Application of Daylight
- Say It to My Face
- Good Share
- It Used to Be We Had to Go to War
- During the Strife, My Sisters
- And Also with You
- Good Description
- The Beach
- Don’t Spend It All in One Place
- Other Things, If Not More Urgent Things
- Some Toxin
- Fake Sick
- Home, Followed by Tall Buildings
- And Stay Out
- Ohio on TV
- Fifty
- Pennsylvania
- About the Author
- Also by Natalie Shapero
- Acknowledgments
- Special Thanks
how it is with old habits. The scientist,
hauled to the Capitol to justify
his new particle lab, finally spit out
CONGRESSMAN, IT HAS NOTHING
TO DO WITH DEFENDING
OUR COUNTRY, EXCEPT TO MAKE
OUR COUNTRY WORTH DEFENDING.
Yes, it is our duty, here on the home
front, to ensure there is always
a new thing to kill and die for.
A heartier engine, a stickier resin,
a toothier starlet, a stonier statue,
a seamier alley in which you and I
might meet. A livelier, more festive
substitute for party balloons. Consider
ditching the Mylar and replacing
with paper bunting, replacing with
ivy or drumming or the smell
of something burning. Consider
replacing with high-end
angular haircuts. Consider replacing
with invitees being waited on
by serfs. Consider replacing with
colorful yet orderly mass
suicide—just make it enough
of a regular thing, and the children
won’t know what they’ve missed.
During the Strife, My Sisters
During the Strife, My Sisters
began to stage an old play
about how women, by holding back sex,
could force the armistice
THE ONLY WEAPON WE HAVE—
and others of my sisters,
infuriated, stormed the stage in protest
singing how can you announce this is all
we are
receptacles
when women are out there mapping
the marshland, scrambling
the phone lines, bombs in our pockets,
rushing the roadblock
THE ONLY WEAPON WE HAVE—
sisters, can’t we meet here in the middle
fuck them all, bear their sons
then spirit the babies into the woods,
leave them to waste in the bramble
and then we walk away spitting and grinding
our boots in the mud and tracking
it everywhere
And Also with You
And Also with You
The comet taught us how to watch the war.
The comet contended that fire
is romantic and recommended we each behold it alone,
envisioning out there somewhere our next
lover, craning up at this same sky.
Was the comet simply endeavoring
to keep us divided, we asked it, and the comet
did not reply. Then we discovered the men
who wanted us dead
were convening at night on the site where their hero
had been unceremoniously
interred. And so we exhumed the guy, burned him up,
and fed his ash to the rapids,
to be churned into marlstone and mud-rich
air. Good thinking. Now he’s everywhere.
Good Description
Good Description
Lord I am such a narcissist—I couldn’t
even give a good
description, having been thinking only
of myself and what
in my body was breaking and how unmendable
the break, thinking only of
myself and with what archaic charge
was I complying, crying over and over NO,
as though to reduce confusion
as to whether I’d given permission,
when nobody, for that, would give
permission—I mean only
a true narcissist would expect to be faithfully
obeyed, and Lord I
am such a narcissist—I think I am so
charming, so kittenish and cultured,
uproarious at parties,
enlivening conversations with my extensive