Chapters (47)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Note to Reader
- Dedication
- Man at His Bath
- My Hair Is My Thing
- The Suggested Face for Sorry
- Lying Is Getting
- Five by Seven
- California
- A Space to Train and Exit
- Magpie
- Tea
- Have at It
- Tomatoes Ten Ways
- They Said It Couldn’t Be Done
- It for Me
- Sunshower
- Green
- Totally under the Water
- Long Wedding
- The Greatest Two Minutes in Sports
- You Missed a Spot
- Weekend
- Stoop
- Flowers Would Have Killed You
- The Lone Acceptable Application of Daylight
- Say It to My Face
- Good Share
- It Used to Be We Had to Go to War
- During the Strife, My Sisters
- And Also with You
- Good Description
- The Beach
- Don’t Spend It All in One Place
- Other Things, If Not More Urgent Things
- Some Toxin
- Fake Sick
- Home, Followed by Tall Buildings
- And Stay Out
- Ohio on TV
- Fifty
- Pennsylvania
- About the Author
- Also by Natalie Shapero
- Acknowledgments
- Special Thanks
to my peeler and ladle and electric
oven where decades of hands
have worn the temperature marks
clean off the dial—it’s always a guess.
Cooking is important. It prepares us
for how to sustain each other
in the emptiness ahead. A bread
for sharing, braided with strips
of garbage. A novel kind of starchy pie
baked over one tea light. Children,
today was sent here by the future
to beg you to think of this place
like a body—it might be yours
for now, but it is only a matter of time
before it buckles and kicks and ousts
you and sinks, like the very
body it is, right back to the ground.
They Said It Couldn’t Be Done
They Said It Couldn’t Be Done
So sorry about the war—we just kind of
wanted to learn how to swear
in another language, and everyone knows
the top method is simply to open
fire and listen to what people yell.
And now here’s God again with His hand
crank, lowering the sky to make more room
for Himself. And now here’s the high-rise
we build to brace back, this series of holes
for bathing and mending and parboiling
roots and undecorated fucking in the style
of the times: one person half-braying,
the other admonishing KEEP IT
DOWN—I DON’T WANT THE WAR TO HEAR.
It for Me
It for Me
Don’t worry. Wars are like children—
you create one, offer scant
effort, then call it botched as the years
accrue, go off and make
a new one with somebody else.
A chance to finally get it right.
People love stories of tyrants
expiring in prison, as though an entire
reign of thrown roses and feasts
on command might be somehow erased
by the precast concrete, the drain
in the center of the floor.
But it’s not like anyone gets some ideal
death—handshakes all around
and then snuggling in velvet, saying
THAT’S IT FOR ME! What matters
is what you do with your best
years. No one can take that away.
Sunshower
Sunshower
Some people say the devil is beating
his wife. Some people say the devil
is pawing his wife. Some people say
the devil is doubling down on an overall
attitude of entitlement toward
the body of his wife. Some people
say the devil won’t need to be sorry,
as the devil believes that nothing
comes after this life. Some people say
that in spite of the devil’s public,
longstanding, and meticulously
logged disdain for the health
and wholeness of his wife, the devil
spends all day, every day, insisting
grandly and gleefully on his general
pro-woman ethos, that the devil truly
considers himself to be an unswayed
crusader: effortlessly magnetic,
scrupulous, gracious, and, in spite of
the devil’s several advanced degrees,
a luminous autodidact. Some people
say calm down; this is commonplace.
Some people say calm down;