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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Note to Reader
  4. Dedication
  5. Man at His Bath
  6. My Hair Is My Thing
  7. The Suggested Face for Sorry
  8. Lying Is Getting
  9. Five by Seven
  10. California
  11. A Space to Train and Exit
  12. Magpie
  13. Tea
  14. Have at It
  15. Tomatoes Ten Ways
  16. They Said It Couldn’t Be Done
  17. It for Me
  18. Sunshower
  19. Green
  20. Totally under the Water
  21. Long Wedding
  22. The Greatest Two Minutes in Sports
  23. You Missed a Spot
  24. Weekend
  25. Stoop
  26. Flowers Would Have Killed You
  27. The Lone Acceptable Application of Daylight
  28. Say It to My Face
  29. Good Share
  30. It Used to Be We Had to Go to War
  31. During the Strife, My Sisters
  32. And Also with You
  33. Good Description
  34. The Beach
  35. Don’t Spend It All in One Place
  36. Other Things, If Not More Urgent Things
  37. Some Toxin
  38. Fake Sick
  39. Home, Followed by Tall Buildings
  40. And Stay Out
  41. Ohio on TV
  42. Fifty
  43. Pennsylvania
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Natalie Shapero
  46. Acknowledgments
  47. Special Thanks

doing sit-ups on the painted floor.

It’ll be someone else walking a mile and a half

to the store called Magpie, buying

a gift for whichever friend’s baby, rattle

or small shirt with a transit map.

The name is meant to conjure up a gorgeous, inky

creature culling treasures to bring

back, but if you really get close

to a magpie’s nest, you see it’s all trash.

Tea

Tea

I can’t get away from it.

Felted-up reenactors shoving a great fake crate of it

into the Harbor and jeering.

After the tour group leaves, they fish it

back out and towel it off,

unbutton their waistcoats to smoke.

At the nearby counter-service place, there are two

jars next to the register, and dropping bills

into one or the other is how

we affirm our commitments—why should we ever

pay decently, unless it occurs

in this fever of rivalry that passes for fun?

What are our choices and might I suggest

LESS IS MORE against MORE IS MORE?

Or IT COULD HAPPEN ANYTIME against IT HAPPENS

ALL THE TIME? Or how about THIS VIOLENCE

FOREVER UNDOES A PERSON

against THAT CONTENTION CAN ONLY

BE ROOTED IN THE RETROGRADE

VIEW THAT A WOMAN IS EITHER INTACT OR SHE’S

NOT? I always thought I’d made

peace with THIS PLANET, and yet here I am

shoving all my cash in the jar

marked ANYPLACE ELSE. There isn’t enough

money in the world.

Have at It

Have at It

When you work here for ten years, you get

a blanket. The blanket has their name on it,

not yours. I am conducting an anecdotal

survey of longtime employees, and I have yet

to find one person who uses the thing

to keep warm. M reported placing it

between her children and the dirt

before they all sat down to a meal outside.

S recounted how she’d wrestled it out

of a half-stuck bureau drawer to wrap

her beagle’s body after he died.

She’d buried the dog herself, in her bloomless

little side yard, and registered

embarrassment when the meter reader

caught her there, intoning over the body

with a hymnal. But why should she be

embarrassed? It certainly can’t be beneath us

to bless our animal dead, when all

our scientists do all day is endeavor to prove

that great apes mourn, that elephants

mourn, that houseflies mourn, that when

a fiddle-leaf ficus succumbs, another ficus

keens in its earthenware. We would like to

confirm that everyone is recognized in death.

Unseen as we are in this life, it’s all we have.

Tomatoes Ten Ways

Tomatoes Ten Ways

On a lampless arc of interstate, playing

I DON’T SPY, the nighttime game

where you say what you don’t see and wait

for someone else to also fail to see it—

are we there yet? I just want to get

back now, back to my kitchen, back