Chapters (47)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Note to Reader
- Dedication
- Man at His Bath
- My Hair Is My Thing
- The Suggested Face for Sorry
- Lying Is Getting
- Five by Seven
- California
- A Space to Train and Exit
- Magpie
- Tea
- Have at It
- Tomatoes Ten Ways
- They Said It Couldn’t Be Done
- It for Me
- Sunshower
- Green
- Totally under the Water
- Long Wedding
- The Greatest Two Minutes in Sports
- You Missed a Spot
- Weekend
- Stoop
- Flowers Would Have Killed You
- The Lone Acceptable Application of Daylight
- Say It to My Face
- Good Share
- It Used to Be We Had to Go to War
- During the Strife, My Sisters
- And Also with You
- Good Description
- The Beach
- Don’t Spend It All in One Place
- Other Things, If Not More Urgent Things
- Some Toxin
- Fake Sick
- Home, Followed by Tall Buildings
- And Stay Out
- Ohio on TV
- Fifty
- Pennsylvania
- About the Author
- Also by Natalie Shapero
- Acknowledgments
- Special Thanks
doing sit-ups on the painted floor.
It’ll be someone else walking a mile and a half
to the store called Magpie, buying
a gift for whichever friend’s baby, rattle
or small shirt with a transit map.
The name is meant to conjure up a gorgeous, inky
creature culling treasures to bring
back, but if you really get close
to a magpie’s nest, you see it’s all trash.
Tea
Tea
I can’t get away from it.
Felted-up reenactors shoving a great fake crate of it
into the Harbor and jeering.
After the tour group leaves, they fish it
back out and towel it off,
unbutton their waistcoats to smoke.
At the nearby counter-service place, there are two
jars next to the register, and dropping bills
into one or the other is how
we affirm our commitments—why should we ever
pay decently, unless it occurs
in this fever of rivalry that passes for fun?
What are our choices and might I suggest
LESS IS MORE against MORE IS MORE?
Or IT COULD HAPPEN ANYTIME against IT HAPPENS
ALL THE TIME? Or how about THIS VIOLENCE
FOREVER UNDOES A PERSON
against THAT CONTENTION CAN ONLY
BE ROOTED IN THE RETROGRADE
VIEW THAT A WOMAN IS EITHER INTACT OR SHE’S
NOT? I always thought I’d made
peace with THIS PLANET, and yet here I am
shoving all my cash in the jar
marked ANYPLACE ELSE. There isn’t enough
money in the world.
Have at It
Have at It
When you work here for ten years, you get
a blanket. The blanket has their name on it,
not yours. I am conducting an anecdotal
survey of longtime employees, and I have yet
to find one person who uses the thing
to keep warm. M reported placing it
between her children and the dirt
before they all sat down to a meal outside.
S recounted how she’d wrestled it out
of a half-stuck bureau drawer to wrap
her beagle’s body after he died.
She’d buried the dog herself, in her bloomless
little side yard, and registered
embarrassment when the meter reader
caught her there, intoning over the body
with a hymnal. But why should she be
embarrassed? It certainly can’t be beneath us
to bless our animal dead, when all
our scientists do all day is endeavor to prove
that great apes mourn, that elephants
mourn, that houseflies mourn, that when
a fiddle-leaf ficus succumbs, another ficus
keens in its earthenware. We would like to
confirm that everyone is recognized in death.
Unseen as we are in this life, it’s all we have.
Tomatoes Ten Ways
Tomatoes Ten Ways
On a lampless arc of interstate, playing
I DON’T SPY, the nighttime game
where you say what you don’t see and wait
for someone else to also fail to see it—
are we there yet? I just want to get
back now, back to my kitchen, back