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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

I bash his compliment away and return to blasting the walls with the steamer. Yesterday I’d told Valentine I was divorced. I didn’t go into details – Valentine didn’t want any. He wasn’t interested in the whys and wherefores. ‘That’s just background noise,’ he dismissed it with a shake of his head. ‘I’m here to listen to the main act.’

‘OK, that should do it.’ I turn off the steamer.

‘Once when we were courting, we went to Paris to go dancing,’ he continues, chipping away at a stubborn layer of paint. ‘We rode all the way there on my scooter.’

Honestly, this is fascinating. Is it my imagination, or was dating then so much more romantic than it is now? ‘On a scooter?’

‘Well, there was no Eurostar in them days.’

Putting down his scraper, Valentine pulls out his wallet from his trouser pocket and slips out a small black-and-white photo he keeps inside. Climbing down a few rungs, he passes it to me. It’s of a young couple on a Lambretta in front of the Arc de Triomphe. She’s wearing a gingham dress nipped in at the waist and a headscarf, knotted under her chin; he’s in a white shirt, sleeves rolled up at the elbows, and braces, with a thick quiff of dark hair.

‘Is this you and Gisele?’

Valentine nods. ‘Over sixty years ago. She was eighteen, I was nineteen.’

I turn it to the light to examine it. ‘Look at your hair. And her waist. It’s so tiny!’

‘I used to be able to get my hand right round it when we were jiving.’ He gives a little jig, and I grab the ladder as it sways.

‘Be careful!’ I cry, but he seems unconcerned.

‘I remember we went to these underground cellar clubs playing jazz and bebop – nothing like we had here. It was like a different world . . . Saint-Germain.’ He smiles at his terrible pronunciation. ‘Gisele is French, of course, but I couldn’t understand a word, although I didn’t have to, as nobody was talking. We all just danced and danced till we couldn’t catch our breath and our feet had blisters.’

Holding the legs of the ladder, I look up at Valentine; only he’s not seventy-nine years old and in my spare bedroom peeling back woodchip; he’s nineteen and in that club in Paris with Gisele, dancing up a storm.

‘It was dawn when we finally left. The sun was coming up over Notre-Dame.’ As he turns to face me, his eyes are shining brightly.

‘It’s a lovely photo.’

‘I wish I’d taken more. Now everyone takes so many photos. I see the young ones with their phones, snapping away.’

‘Yes, but how many are they going to look at, sixty years later?’

I pass him back the photograph, and Valentine looks at it again.

‘I never thought she’d agree to marry me, you know. We met and then I had to go away to do my National Service. I imagined she’d meet someone when I was gone, that she’d forget all about me.’