Back One Good Thing Save as PDF
Contents ( 90)
  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

‘You could cycle here.’

‘True,’ I nod, ‘but have you seen the hills? I’d need thighs of steel.’

She laughs.

‘You know I used to take London for granted – all the restaurants and bars and cafes and shops; getting last-minute tickets for the theatre or a concert; grabbing a pint of milk at nine o’clock on a Sunday evening; jumping in a cab; sushi by Deliveroo.’ I smile as I reel off the longlist. ‘There’s always something open. Something happening. When I came here it seemed so quiet and sleepy, it was a shock. Plus it didn’t help that it was the middle of winter. It was like everyone was hibernating.’

‘That’s what we used to do when I was growing up in Scotland,’ Naomi nods. ‘It was so cold and dark in winter . . .’ She gives a little shiver, remembering. ‘Beautiful, though.’

‘Well, that’s the thing.’ I nod. ‘It’s forced me to slow down, to stop rushing about, to look and listen. To really notice things. And I’ve realized that actually the countryside is far more alive and invigorating than any city. I mean, just look at that landscape.’ I gesture across the sweeping valley. ‘It’s much grander than any of London’s skyline.’

We both pause for a few moments to stare at it, before climbing over the stile and descending the grassy bank to where the river deepens and widens, forming a small pebbly beach. Immediately Ellie runs onto it gleefully, followed with a little agility by Harry.

‘What a gorgeous spot.’

‘Josie and I used to swim here in the summer. Well, Josie did. I used to paddle,’ I add as an afterthought.

‘You were ahead of the times – wild swimming’s all the rage now.’

‘Wild swimming, what’s that?’

‘Don’t you look at Instagram?’ she laughs, and I frown.

‘I deleted all my apps, remember? So I wasn’t tempted to look at photos of David’s new girlfriend.’ Squatting down, I pick up a pebble, rubbing my thumb along its smooth edges. ‘She’s a yoga teacher. Can you imagine? It would be like self-harming.’

‘They call that a social media detox.’

‘I call it a means of a survival.’

‘Self-care,’ she corrects firmly. ‘You’re practising self-care.’

‘Self-care,’ I repeat, skimming the pebble into the river. It makes a splash as it hits the surface – once, twice – then disappears.

‘Anyway, it basically means swimming outdoors in natural places – you know, like rivers, lakes, the sea . . . I’ve been a few times with Danny; it’s supposed to be a really good way to de-stress, and great for the metabolism—’ She breaks off and her face lights up. ‘We should go wild swimming here.’

‘Here? But it’s still only April – the water will be freezing.’

‘That’s why it’s so invigorating.’

‘And we don’t have any swimming costumes.’

‘That’s another reason why it’s wild.’ Naomi flashes her wide, white smile.

‘What? You mean . . . naked?’

‘Well, you can keep your underwear on, if you’re prudish.’