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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

The landlord points to the poster on the door.

‘Every Sunday. Seven thirty sharp,’ he says in his deep baritone voice. ‘Valentine and Gisele used to be a winning team.’

I glance sideways at Valentine, worried that might have upset him, but he nods proudly. ‘We were that.’

The landlord pauses by our table, his hands full of glasses. ‘We’re all sorry to hear she’s not been so well.’ His voice is gruff, but matter-of-fact, and I’m reminded of my grandparents and how they used to show their concern without making a fuss, in the way Yorkshire folk do. ‘Make sure to send her our love, won’t you?’

‘Aye, I will.’ Valentine gives a brief dip of his head, but I can tell he’s touched.

Satisfied, the landlord nods to himself.

And I think too how in a world that is constantly talking, tweeting, liking and posting, such a brief exchange between these two men conveys so much.

‘Think on – about that quiz.’ He pauses in the doorway of the pub. ‘It would be good to have you back.’

As he disappears inside, I look across at Valentine.

‘We should get a team together.’ As I suggest it, I’m fully expecting to have to persuade him. So I’m surprised when he drains the rest of his pint and sets the glass back on the table.

‘Aye, you’re right, lass. Who do you know that’s good at sport?’

Easter weekend is spent hanging out with Naomi and Ellie: exploring the village, playing board games, watching films and making numerous trips to the tiny hole-in-the-wall fish-and-chip shop next to the pub.

‘I’m so sorry about not having a kitchen,’ I apologize for the umpteenth time, as we unwrap the vinegary newspaper and sit in a patch of dappled sunlight in the garden to eat from our knees.

‘Stop saying “Sorry”. Ellie’s in heaven, aren’t you, Ellie?’ admonishes Naomi, to which Ellie, covered in ketchup, nods happily and declares that chips are her favourite food.

We talk about anything and everything, as old friends do, picking up and putting down threads of conversation as if we’re browsing through racks of clothes in a shop. We unfold topics like sweaters, trying some on and turning this way and that in the mirror – my need for a haircut, that new show on Netflix, random school gossip, the state of the world, the state of our necks – while discarding others, like my ex David, who was quickly picked up and put down, a sweater that definitely doesn’t suit me.

At some point one evening, after several glasses of wine, Naomi gets all determined to find me a new man and suggests doing some ‘Boyfriend shopping’, and so I play along and we scroll through various dating apps, ‘just to see’. After all, I met David online. Only it all looks a bit different now that I’m older, and so do the men. But then so do I, even with Naomi’s magic phone filter. Which is depressing and funny all at the same time, as things always are, when accompanied by a bottle of something dry and white and your oldest friend.