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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

‘We had all these plans for when I retired. We were going to travel. We were going to see the world together . . .’

And for a moment he was back there: Gisele excited, with her arms full of glossy brochures from the travel agent’s in town. Him with his maps spread out over the very table they were sitting at.

‘Now she’s in a world that only she can see.’ He scratched his cheek, roughly brushing away the tears that threatened to fall. ‘I’m sorry, I don’t know what’s come over me.’

He snapped back, mortified. Honestly – pouring his heart out like a silly old fool. What must Olivia think?

But if Olivia thought anything, she didn’t say a word. Instead she did the most remarkable thing. She put her cup down onto her saucer and reached across for his hand. And while Valentine’s instinct was to pull away, he let it be held by this kind-hearted young woman that he barely knew, who had come into his home bearing chocolate cake, and conversation and friendship. And who, for a brief while, had made him feel normal again.

‘Sometimes I just feel so lost,’ he said.

‘And that’s why Harry and I are here to find you,’ she replied.

Which made him smile, because really it was a lovely thing to say to a silly old fool like him, and that made her smile too. And this time Valentine noticed it reached her eyes.

Hey you,

It’s late. Sometime after midnight. I need to turn out the light and go to sleep, but I was thinking about you and dreaming about summer. Being here brings back so many memories of summer holidays and rocket-shaped ice lollies, and running around barefoot in bathing costumes from dawn to dusk. And that feeling of being carefree.

You know, sometimes it’s hard to remember that feeling. I think the last time I felt truly carefree must have been the summer I turned eight. Do you remember? That was the really hot year when the river nearly dried up and the tar on the telegraph poles melted. We would pick it off with our fingernails while we listened out for the chimes of the ice cream van. It was so hot Grandma refused to cook, so it was sandwiches and crisps for tea every day – and salad cream with everything. I remember we used to fight, but on this we were in agreement: it was like being in heaven.

Back then Granddad still worked for the council and every day he would return home at five thirty on the dot. I used to wait for him at the end of the lane and wave when he appeared. He drove a denim-blue Morris Minor with cream hubcaps and knitted covers on its seats, remember? That would be the car I’d later learn to drive in, and that you’d have your first kiss in, but for now it was just Granddad’s car. His pride and joy.