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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

‘That’s the Brontë chair,’ I continue. ‘Legend has it they sat here and told each other stories.’ I stop reading to gaze upon it. ‘Wow, isn’t that fascinating?’

‘Cool,’ she says, pulling out her phone and, without further ado, she promptly sits down and takes a selfie.

We continue on, me reading bits from the pamphlet, Maya taking endless photos and posting them to Instagram whenever she can get a signal, and we arrive at the Brontë Waterfall as the heavens open. Grateful for the huge golfing umbrella, we huddle underneath it as we cross the small footbridge, being careful not to slip. They obviously have a lot of tourists here, as I’ve noticed all the signs are written in Japanese, but today it’s just us. Nobody else would be barmy enough to come out in this weather.

Up on the tops, the skies darken as the storm moves in. The wild moorland is bleak and windswept and, despite the umbrella, we’re both getting completely soaked through.

‘This was a mistake,’ I say. ‘We should turn back.’

‘Look. There!’ Maya almost has to shout to make herself heard above the wind. ‘That must be Top Withens.’

She points ahead and then I see it. Far in the distance, the dark shape of a ruin brooding on the horizon. We can’t turn back now.

Ducking our heads, we brace our bodies against the elements and for a while we both fall silent, concentrating on negotiating the footpath, until finally we reach what’s left of the farmhouse, perched on top of the moor. Now just a ruin, it’s completely open to the elements, with trees gnarled and twisted by the force of the wind.

‘It’s like being on top of the world.’

My voice catches in my throat as, beneath us, the valley sweeps away and I take in the dramatic scenery. It’s so powerful, it feels almost supernatural.

‘Look, there’s a sign.’ Maya points to a stone plaque on the wall that’s been placed there by the Brontë Society.

‘I get it now. The story, I mean. Why she wrote it. It’s so wild up here, isn’t it?’ Turning away from the sign, she’s gazing out across the moors, spellbound. ‘Even Heathcliff makes sense now – well, sort of,’ she adds, glancing sideways at me, the corners of her mouth twisting upwards.

I smile and together we find a place to rest on what’s left of one of the walls. Then for a while we sit there, lost in our thoughts, taking in the views that stretch for miles. This wasn’t a mistake at all. Not even in the driving rain and bitter cold, and the wind that whips the hair around our faces. Coming up here has taught Maya more than I ever could.

And maybe she’s right; maybe Heathcliff does make sense now. Maybe that’s where it all started: under those bedcovers with a torch in my teenage hand; my belief that if I tried harder, loved deeper, then I could save someone I loved. That I could fix them.