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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

I suddenly realize how insensitive I’ve been and quickly grope around for something to say. I notice something bulky in the pocket of the old man’s anorak and see the end of a plastic bottle sticking out.

‘Are you putting up another bird feeder?’ I gesture to his pocket.

Seeming to remember it’s there, he pulls it out and holds it towards me. ‘It’s for you.’

‘Me?’

‘Aye. I made it for you.’ He shifts uncomfortably. He looks embarrassed now and unsure, as if deeply regretting his actions.

‘Oh, wow, thank you so much.’

I’m surprised and touched. I wasn’t expecting this at all. To be honest, when he didn’t wave back, it crossed my mind that he might be simply ignoring me.

‘If you don’t want it, it’s all right.’

‘No, I love it,’ I say quickly, taking it from him and turning it round in my hands to inspect the small wooden perch and the holes. ‘Where do I hang it? To attract the birds?’

‘Oh, anywhere’ll do – on a tree branch, or you can put a nail high up. I’ve made the holes small, so the pigeons won’t eat it all . . . their beaks are too big . . . Just try to keep it away from the cats.’ He glances at Harry, who’s staring up at the bird feeder as if it might hold food for him. ‘But I reckon you don’t have to worry about those, with this one about.’

‘No, I don’t,’ I agree, the memory of Harry body-slamming the window of the rental car to try and get to a ginger tom still etched in my mind.

‘Fill it about half-full, then sit back and watch the birds do the rest.’

‘That’s really kind, thank you.’

‘Ah, it’s nothing.’ Batting away my thanks with his gnarly bear of a hand, he looks down at his feet uncomfortably. ‘Right, well, best get on.’ With a shrug of his shoulders, he starts to move away.

‘I’m Liv, by the way.’

He pauses, then raises his eyes to mine. He looks tired, with heavy bags beneath his eyes and deep creases etched between his unruly grey eyebrows.

‘Liv? What kind of name is that?’

I smile. ‘It’s short for Olivia.’

‘Oh, right,’ he nods, and then, ‘Valentine,’ he adds gruffly.

‘Pleased to meet you, Valentine.’

But he doesn’t reply. I feel as if I’ve been dismissed and, assuming the conversation is over, I say my goodbyes and begin walking away.

‘You know you can always leave Harry here with me,’ he calls after me.

I turn round. He’s still standing on his driveway, hands stuffed firmly in his pockets.

‘If you want to go out, I mean . . . It’d be no trouble. I’d be glad of the company.’

I’m a bit taken aback, but try not to show it. ‘OK. Thanks. I might take you up on it.’

‘You do that.’ He gives a sharp nod.

‘And thanks again for my bird feeder!’